Marie 🇨🇦
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Marie 🇨🇦
@nerdymarie.bsky.social
Autistic, disabled #floxie, pancreatic cancer survivor, adult skater, blogger, and cranky old woman. Vehemently anti-fascist.

Personal account, gonna get mouthy at times. Well... Probably most of the time.
I hate it when the things that are supposed to fix something - especially pain - actively prevent you from doing other helpful things (like sleep).

Uuuugh. I'm sorry you're dealing with it!
October 27, 2025 at 10:03 AM
Are you ADHD at all?

Caffeine doesn't interfere with sleep at ALL for me.

Melatonin and chamomile, though (you're allergic, right?), each keep me up all night and give anxiety issues.

Bodies are weird and dumb.
October 27, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Now I'm sad that I don't have such a portal!
October 27, 2025 at 9:58 AM
I had no recreational drug use experience at all and had no idea wtf was happening.

A friend that DID knew what was happening, came over, and helped me through it.

I tapered down and haven't touched it since. Scared the living shit out of me!

Sucks, it had been really helpful before that!
October 27, 2025 at 9:55 AM
Tramadol fucks me UP.

I hate taking it because it raised my core temp so much, so I slipped a couple doses once.

Though I seem to lack any kind of addiction gene and have never had to taper anything, shit got scary. Hallucinations, paranoia, sweats - it felt like something out of "Trainspotting"
October 27, 2025 at 9:53 AM
"Dear" Tim and Brad,

Get fucked.
July 9, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Check your messages FFS!!
June 9, 2025 at 11:57 PM
And just... Someone tell me I'm wrong?

If it came out tomorrow that RFK jr had a mason jar of earlobes or big toes or whatever that he'd collected from his murder victims in his basement, would you be at all shocked?
May 26, 2025 at 12:03 AM