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So, surely with hardship comes ease • muslim • 26 • moon/doll/star+he/she • vegetarian • disabled & ND • ednos & arfid • genderfluid • sapphic aroace
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· Oct 18
what are some goals or things yall wanna do in december beyond just disordered things ?
December 1, 2025 at 2:29 AM
what are some goals or things yall wanna do in december beyond just disordered things ?
thanksgiving fit
simple but warm
simple but warm
November 27, 2025 at 4:07 PM
thanksgiving fit
simple but warm
simple but warm
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listen to me
thanksgiving SUCKS
but I need you to be so much more kinder to yourself, understand your situation and dont worry!! You have to consume over 3k cals to gain a pound, that's A L O T okay? Pace yourself and enjoy your family time!! I adore you ♡
#caterpillarsky #edsky
thanksgiving SUCKS
but I need you to be so much more kinder to yourself, understand your situation and dont worry!! You have to consume over 3k cals to gain a pound, that's A L O T okay? Pace yourself and enjoy your family time!! I adore you ♡
#caterpillarsky #edsky
November 27, 2025 at 4:21 AM
listen to me
thanksgiving SUCKS
but I need you to be so much more kinder to yourself, understand your situation and dont worry!! You have to consume over 3k cals to gain a pound, that's A L O T okay? Pace yourself and enjoy your family time!! I adore you ♡
#caterpillarsky #edsky
thanksgiving SUCKS
but I need you to be so much more kinder to yourself, understand your situation and dont worry!! You have to consume over 3k cals to gain a pound, that's A L O T okay? Pace yourself and enjoy your family time!! I adore you ♡
#caterpillarsky #edsky
i feel like i need to just take a couple month break from everything to focus on myself & build actually good habits but it’s not realistic to just put everything on hold
November 27, 2025 at 3:14 PM
i feel like i need to just take a couple month break from everything to focus on myself & build actually good habits but it’s not realistic to just put everything on hold
i’m so tired it’s actually insane
November 24, 2025 at 3:50 PM
i’m so tired it’s actually insane
i hate ppl
i hate ppl
i hate ppl
why did i have to see that
why do i have to remember
i don’t wanna remember
i hate ppl
i hate ppl
why did i have to see that
why do i have to remember
i don’t wanna remember
November 22, 2025 at 12:48 AM
i hate ppl
i hate ppl
i hate ppl
why did i have to see that
why do i have to remember
i don’t wanna remember
i hate ppl
i hate ppl
why did i have to see that
why do i have to remember
i don’t wanna remember
it is actually insane that i weigh MORE in the second photo
November 21, 2025 at 6:33 AM
it is actually insane that i weigh MORE in the second photo
i really wish i could actually be consistent with anything but no my brain & body hate me
November 20, 2025 at 2:12 AM
i really wish i could actually be consistent with anything but no my brain & body hate me
urge to drink a second celsius at 8pm
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November 19, 2025 at 3:08 AM
urge to drink a second celsius at 8pm
i’ve asked this a thousand times on twt but i feel like i never get an answer
at what point does my ednos turn to ana ? cuz like…
at what point does my ednos turn to ana ? cuz like…
November 19, 2025 at 1:12 AM
i’ve asked this a thousand times on twt but i feel like i never get an answer
at what point does my ednos turn to ana ? cuz like…
at what point does my ednos turn to ana ? cuz like…
bro it’s 65 why am i sweating
November 18, 2025 at 8:30 PM
bro it’s 65 why am i sweating
im being so srs i can't workout or even bend down cuz the shakes are so bad my legs can't handle it
November 18, 2025 at 6:01 PM
im being so srs i can't workout or even bend down cuz the shakes are so bad my legs can't handle it
ok but the shakes are actually so bad
November 18, 2025 at 5:54 PM
ok but the shakes are actually so bad
how am i supposed to do abs when my whole fucking body hurts
November 18, 2025 at 5:45 PM
how am i supposed to do abs when my whole fucking body hurts
…he weighs like 15lbs less than me… & that’s with body recomp’s temporary weight gain/maintenance… he’s 9 yo now…
my 8 yo nephew only weighs 25lbs less than me…
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November 18, 2025 at 5:32 PM
…he weighs like 15lbs less than me… & that’s with body recomp’s temporary weight gain/maintenance… he’s 9 yo now…
how am i supposed to have support for my chest when bra bands HURT my ribs & cause chest pain unless they’re literally loose which then doesn’t offer support…
November 18, 2025 at 2:44 PM
how am i supposed to have support for my chest when bra bands HURT my ribs & cause chest pain unless they’re literally loose which then doesn’t offer support…
everything is struggling to load & isn’t working oml
November 18, 2025 at 2:08 PM
everything is struggling to load & isn’t working oml
just trying to play town to city but my pc does not like it
November 18, 2025 at 1:44 PM
just trying to play town to city but my pc does not like it
feeling somewhere between these 2
November 18, 2025 at 1:24 PM
feeling somewhere between these 2
insomnia & muscle aches killing me rn
November 18, 2025 at 12:28 PM
insomnia & muscle aches killing me rn
oh i can share this here too
November 16, 2025 at 2:02 PM
oh i can share this here too
trying so hard to not freak out about maintaining for so long
November 15, 2025 at 5:41 PM
trying so hard to not freak out about maintaining for so long
life updates ig for ppl who arent on twt
-i got a new psychiatrist who i can see in person and actually seems to listen to me
-i have a therapist now
-i am actually semi consistent with exercise again
-my heart murmur is back & worse now
-everyone in this house except me has whooping cough rn
-i got a new psychiatrist who i can see in person and actually seems to listen to me
-i have a therapist now
-i am actually semi consistent with exercise again
-my heart murmur is back & worse now
-everyone in this house except me has whooping cough rn
November 14, 2025 at 4:19 AM
life updates ig for ppl who arent on twt
-i got a new psychiatrist who i can see in person and actually seems to listen to me
-i have a therapist now
-i am actually semi consistent with exercise again
-my heart murmur is back & worse now
-everyone in this house except me has whooping cough rn
-i got a new psychiatrist who i can see in person and actually seems to listen to me
-i have a therapist now
-i am actually semi consistent with exercise again
-my heart murmur is back & worse now
-everyone in this house except me has whooping cough rn
sapphic muslims pls…
August 22, 2025 at 12:17 AM
sapphic muslims pls…