Critical thinking and critique has been in dumps all around the world, but it went downhill in this country, the mother of all democracy, which I may say is not a democracy anymore but a mother of autocracy.

They made Rhea the culprit for Sushant’s suicide, so that people would not ask for number of deaths in Covid. It was a systematic, it was meant to keep you aloof, away from reality and you kept being happy with it and never questioned.

But you know, this didn’t help people’s conscious to question the people in power, they still keep being the devout followers absorbing whatever filth they want us to absorb.

It is laughable how UP government data says there were no deaths by Covid there but you see so many dead bodies in Ganga cause there was no space in cremation grounds.

Also, Indian government as always was incapable to manage law and order, made sudden announcements making labourers and daily wage workers to walk thousands of kilometers sometimes even barefoot and without any food to their villages, many of them couldn’t make it.

I hope we never come across that kind of shit again.

On personal note, I was stuck in Mumbai for 3 months with only 10kgs of rice. I lived on 1 bowl of rice everyday for around 80 days. I left Mumbai in July but every single day, week, month felt like a death sentence.

Like I wanted to literally shout at him, like a girl ended her life and we don’t know shit about her and here you are judging her character ? Like why are men like this in our society ? What the hell. I seriously am so so angry right now.

While talking, he told that they say it is because of exam pressure as she was in class IX. Then he started saying that you know girls these days, kya kuch karti hain.

So I was talking to this neighbour who stays in village mostly, comes to finish his 12 working days from office. We generally talk about jobs and all mostly. So he started telling that he has to visit his friend, whose daughter recently committed suicide at age of 14. He was asking for directions.

Just keep him in your prayers. I’ll be most thankful.

I suggested my father to admit him in hospital. He stayed there for two and a half weeks before too in November. Last few days have been very difficult for family but especially me. It becomes more difficult when you live alone and you don’t have people to talk.