+ also may help him understand his emotions!! Of course that would be such a slow and intricate process. Sanemi x demons ships are fun exactly bcs of that. Extra slow. Extra complex. The hatred he would feel for douma at first sight would be quite strong for sure

Oh no im so sorry dear... I hope youre feeling better now... :( hugs <3

I NEED THE DOUMA WTF HES SO CUTE

+ bro is he really your FIRST pick? 😭😭 but also... he's not the most evil kny character, that wouldn't make sense either. I feel like pitying him is totally possible, for example I do feel sad as hell for him, but again... babying him so much is not it to me. #notmydouma

+ up like a normal child. I feel like had he been a normal kid, he'd be less inclined to mimick others' emotions and would feel more, but he also would probably not be the most emotional guy out there yk? That's my vision at least. So... saying douma is kind and sweet and amazing is a bit... idk +

+ if we think about kotoha and how he craves to be treated differently) but it also comes from himself generally, i believe...? This would make me n1 opp for many people but I believe he generally has low empathy and that this whole thing made it so much worse for him as he wasn't able to grow +

+ mild way. He believes himself to be an empty shell, but i feel like that's not true. I do think most of it comes from the terrible dehumanization he was put through (now THAT'S heartbreaking, not the whole "omg he wants friends poor angel" tho I do think he's kinda lonely, which is interesting +

+ not even understand it well. I feel like a lot of his emotions are felt in a weaker way than most people, whereas he may look for the ones humans talk about. And I feel like he may not feel or understand certain emotions that are usually stronger such as anxiety and such. Or maybe again in a +

+ i dislike that some people immediately go "he doesnt feel them, its stated in the manga" and fail to read between the lines. Some people always stop at the surface and call it a day. I feel like it's clear douma does feel something...? He expresses it differently, that's for sure. And he may +

I think my douma opinions would get me jumped by the fandom, which believes things are always black or white, meanwhile douma is in a very gray area to me. Idk... denying his complexity by picturing him as one way or another feels underwhelming personally speaking. Anyways, talking about emotions, +

+ face from what I know. He may feel like hes doing them a favor but he's not clueless about everything else. That's how I see it at least. I feel like again his care for his role stems from his childhood and the fact that he's been objectified etc. more than from the genuine depths of his heart lol

Same here. Douma has a savior complex, but he's also smart?? And by staying around humans i think he'd understand what is considered kind or not to them etc. So saying theyre pathetic and stupid is...! I don't think he doesn't know that it sounds unkind lol. He doesn't say it to his followers' +

+ yeah as it's all he's ever known, but does that mean he's good? No. Zamasu from db is another example. He's pure of heart as in, he believes he's doing the right thing. But is he good? Is he doing the right thing? NO. What he's doing is HORRIBLE. Just because he thinks it's good doesn't mean it is

+ wanting friends and wanting to save people? And 2. The fact that he may not be genuine about it or mean to do that doesn't mean it can't result as mockery from HER perspective. It's like saying he's a good guy. Does he believe he's doing good/the right thing/what he was born for? Most likely +

+ especially those who feel strongly (example: akaza). And again about the mocking shinobu part, he WAS mocking her ("youre not as strong as your sister but you did your best!"). And if you tell me he couldn't mock her because he cant be genuine about it, then: 1. How is he genuine about +

Maybe I could doodle him...... im still writing the tamashino fic and idk how long it will get