i want to carve all of the rot and decay out with a big knife

ill do more with the future now but i will never stop wishing i could go back in time because what the fuck was i thinking

every thing that is the most special and once in my life gets squandered and then i lose it forever and i am oh so covered in holes.

if it doesnt hurt then fucking kill me because id rather die than not feel anything

fucking bursts

B E A U T I F U L

nodding feverishly