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Rayon and lyocell, esp as thin weaves, are now on my "hate this" list of textiles. They're like the tissue paper of fabrics.
Acrylic feels like wearing soft xmas tinsel to me, but some ppl are allergic to wools and it's cheap af. Won't buy it bc it feels off to me even in blends, but I get it.
Acrylic feels like wearing soft xmas tinsel to me, but some ppl are allergic to wools and it's cheap af. Won't buy it bc it feels off to me even in blends, but I get it.
December 8, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Rayon and lyocell, esp as thin weaves, are now on my "hate this" list of textiles. They're like the tissue paper of fabrics.
Acrylic feels like wearing soft xmas tinsel to me, but some ppl are allergic to wools and it's cheap af. Won't buy it bc it feels off to me even in blends, but I get it.
Acrylic feels like wearing soft xmas tinsel to me, but some ppl are allergic to wools and it's cheap af. Won't buy it bc it feels off to me even in blends, but I get it.
After realizing that, despite what marketing tells me, the vast majority of decisions I make in my life do NOT actually have right/wrong answers nor involve moral/societal obligations, life has been ... nice.
Yeah, sht still sucks, but I can eat ice cream for dinner once in a while and no one cares.
Yeah, sht still sucks, but I can eat ice cream for dinner once in a while and no one cares.
December 7, 2025 at 12:19 AM
After realizing that, despite what marketing tells me, the vast majority of decisions I make in my life do NOT actually have right/wrong answers nor involve moral/societal obligations, life has been ... nice.
Yeah, sht still sucks, but I can eat ice cream for dinner once in a while and no one cares.
Yeah, sht still sucks, but I can eat ice cream for dinner once in a while and no one cares.
I hate it when my yearly melodramatic crash out actually has valid points that i need to sit down and seriously address.
December 4, 2025 at 3:21 PM
I hate it when my yearly melodramatic crash out actually has valid points that i need to sit down and seriously address.
I am a little sad that optical illusion snapshots aren't exciting anymore with ai around.
December 1, 2025 at 8:21 AM
I am a little sad that optical illusion snapshots aren't exciting anymore with ai around.
Round i-dont-know-how-many-times-ive-decluttered, and i am STILL finding things from high school I don't care about. How.
Did i just not change sizes for several decades?
Did i just not change sizes for several decades?
November 29, 2025 at 10:27 PM
Round i-dont-know-how-many-times-ive-decluttered, and i am STILL finding things from high school I don't care about. How.
Did i just not change sizes for several decades?
Did i just not change sizes for several decades?
... I survived my writing retreat. Probably somewhere between 16k-18k words... I feel like i ran a marathon. In my head.
November 28, 2025 at 9:29 PM
... I survived my writing retreat. Probably somewhere between 16k-18k words... I feel like i ran a marathon. In my head.
... Bruh wait. I found my long since forgotten cumplane wip. Hang on, this was a good idea, why did i drop it?
November 27, 2025 at 4:04 PM
... Bruh wait. I found my long since forgotten cumplane wip. Hang on, this was a good idea, why did i drop it?
Welp my personal writing retreat starts tomorrow and I'm a bit terrified. The more I plan the more I realize that this is not a happy-fun-time-whee period of doing something I love. This is a grueling marathon of doing nothing but writing that's probably going to test every oz of willpower I own.
November 25, 2025 at 3:53 PM
Welp my personal writing retreat starts tomorrow and I'm a bit terrified. The more I plan the more I realize that this is not a happy-fun-time-whee period of doing something I love. This is a grueling marathon of doing nothing but writing that's probably going to test every oz of willpower I own.
My S.O: Okay, explain Amphoreus to me.
Me: *trying to parse which part of the story needs to be told first.*
Me: *trying to parse which part of the story needs to be told first.*
November 22, 2025 at 5:12 AM
My S.O: Okay, explain Amphoreus to me.
Me: *trying to parse which part of the story needs to be told first.*
Me: *trying to parse which part of the story needs to be told first.*
What exactly is the mindset behind egregious excess? What is it about human nature that thinks, "More is better!" even though it really isn't and can even be dangerous?
I found myself wanting things today, but I don't need anything. What the heck is this impulse when i have more than i need?
I found myself wanting things today, but I don't need anything. What the heck is this impulse when i have more than i need?
November 21, 2025 at 4:30 PM
What exactly is the mindset behind egregious excess? What is it about human nature that thinks, "More is better!" even though it really isn't and can even be dangerous?
I found myself wanting things today, but I don't need anything. What the heck is this impulse when i have more than i need?
I found myself wanting things today, but I don't need anything. What the heck is this impulse when i have more than i need?
... I don't want to be impressed that hoyo ditched their saturated anime style for their horror game, but chaos zero nightmare proved that desaturated colors for horror vibes isn't as obvious as I think it should be.
November 21, 2025 at 7:20 AM
... I don't want to be impressed that hoyo ditched their saturated anime style for their horror game, but chaos zero nightmare proved that desaturated colors for horror vibes isn't as obvious as I think it should be.
My adhd isn't really that bad. I can usually take control, albeit with some compromises and after indulging it for a bit, but every once in a while...
Good lord the past two days have been impossible.
Good lord the past two days have been impossible.
November 21, 2025 at 6:56 AM
My adhd isn't really that bad. I can usually take control, albeit with some compromises and after indulging it for a bit, but every once in a while...
Good lord the past two days have been impossible.
Good lord the past two days have been impossible.
I'm actually not that interested in ye shunguang's design/personality, but it's kind of hard to pass up what appears to be a violent pekingese with a sword.
November 21, 2025 at 12:56 AM
I'm actually not that interested in ye shunguang's design/personality, but it's kind of hard to pass up what appears to be a violent pekingese with a sword.
Have been stuck writing for 2 days, just to realize that right now my goal is just to hit 5k words. I don't have to be in order this time ...
Got 1k done in half an hour just writing the scenarios i felt like -_-;
Got 1k done in half an hour just writing the scenarios i felt like -_-;
November 20, 2025 at 3:13 AM
Have been stuck writing for 2 days, just to realize that right now my goal is just to hit 5k words. I don't have to be in order this time ...
Got 1k done in half an hour just writing the scenarios i felt like -_-;
Got 1k done in half an hour just writing the scenarios i felt like -_-;
My adhd is getting the better of me. I know i should do things, so I'm going to sit over here and hyperfixate on anything but those.
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November 19, 2025 at 8:09 AM
My adhd is getting the better of me. I know i should do things, so I'm going to sit over here and hyperfixate on anything but those.
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OverField is a mess. Sloppy globalization/translations, overwhelming amount of ui and menus w/out enough talking you through it, a confusing amount of stuuff to do, and clunky combat ... but heck if I ain't having a blast.
It's also super damn cute.
It's also super damn cute.
November 15, 2025 at 4:56 AM
OverField is a mess. Sloppy globalization/translations, overwhelming amount of ui and menus w/out enough talking you through it, a confusing amount of stuuff to do, and clunky combat ... but heck if I ain't having a blast.
It's also super damn cute.
It's also super damn cute.
Lmao talking about "winning" or "losing" in a ship because of canon... look, if we cared about canon support we wouldn't be shipping liushen now, would we?
Some ships are fun bc of canon, and others bc one char takes the L so hard that it's too endearing and you want to give him a win.
Some ships are fun bc of canon, and others bc one char takes the L so hard that it's too endearing and you want to give him a win.
November 13, 2025 at 1:16 PM
Lmao talking about "winning" or "losing" in a ship because of canon... look, if we cared about canon support we wouldn't be shipping liushen now, would we?
Some ships are fun bc of canon, and others bc one char takes the L so hard that it's too endearing and you want to give him a win.
Some ships are fun bc of canon, and others bc one char takes the L so hard that it's too endearing and you want to give him a win.
I don't mind when ppl change things about a char in their fanart (unless it's a bad photoshop of the original art bc, cmon, put some effort into making me appreciate your vision), but when you change skin color, gender AND body type AND change their outfits, I can't be blamed for thinking, "Who?“
November 11, 2025 at 4:43 PM
I don't mind when ppl change things about a char in their fanart (unless it's a bad photoshop of the original art bc, cmon, put some effort into making me appreciate your vision), but when you change skin color, gender AND body type AND change their outfits, I can't be blamed for thinking, "Who?“
Omfg, it's Dottore, people! Zandik is Dottore's name!!!! Arrrrgh!
(I still don't know where I got that info or how I retained it, but I flipped out and went, "Oh fk no pls tell me the cat didn't give Dottore superpowers," as soon as I saw the signature on the note.)
(I still don't know where I got that info or how I retained it, but I flipped out and went, "Oh fk no pls tell me the cat didn't give Dottore superpowers," as soon as I saw the signature on the note.)
November 11, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Omfg, it's Dottore, people! Zandik is Dottore's name!!!! Arrrrgh!
(I still don't know where I got that info or how I retained it, but I flipped out and went, "Oh fk no pls tell me the cat didn't give Dottore superpowers," as soon as I saw the signature on the note.)
(I still don't know where I got that info or how I retained it, but I flipped out and went, "Oh fk no pls tell me the cat didn't give Dottore superpowers," as soon as I saw the signature on the note.)
Today could be a bad day. There's a problem I can't even start to deal with until halfway thru the day. I could let it ruin my entire day.
Or I can just accept that me and my adhd anxiety are just going to have a slow day. We can go on a date afterwards. Get an ice cream or pen I don't need.
Or I can just accept that me and my adhd anxiety are just going to have a slow day. We can go on a date afterwards. Get an ice cream or pen I don't need.
November 10, 2025 at 3:42 PM
Today could be a bad day. There's a problem I can't even start to deal with until halfway thru the day. I could let it ruin my entire day.
Or I can just accept that me and my adhd anxiety are just going to have a slow day. We can go on a date afterwards. Get an ice cream or pen I don't need.
Or I can just accept that me and my adhd anxiety are just going to have a slow day. We can go on a date afterwards. Get an ice cream or pen I don't need.
Damn zzz really be a cyberpunk wuxia huh. Well I'm not complaining.
November 10, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Damn zzz really be a cyberpunk wuxia huh. Well I'm not complaining.
... I don't think i like Rerir. It bothered me that he never stopped to think for himself over anything, just lulling himself into delusions to pacify any uncomfortableness and following whatever "promises" him what he wants to hear.
November 10, 2025 at 1:02 AM
... I don't think i like Rerir. It bothered me that he never stopped to think for himself over anything, just lulling himself into delusions to pacify any uncomfortableness and following whatever "promises" him what he wants to hear.
Sure, i sometimes find ppl gleaning for ship crumbs to be annoying, but i wouldn't ever deny anyone that fun of looking for their ship in canon, even if i think it's weird to try to prove a ship from the coloration of the local flora and fauna.
November 9, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Sure, i sometimes find ppl gleaning for ship crumbs to be annoying, but i wouldn't ever deny anyone that fun of looking for their ship in canon, even if i think it's weird to try to prove a ship from the coloration of the local flora and fauna.
I love that The Herta has fairytale wicked witch and evil queen motifs. It explains a lot about the direction they went with her.
November 7, 2025 at 7:53 PM
I love that The Herta has fairytale wicked witch and evil queen motifs. It explains a lot about the direction they went with her.
It's interesting when people who are into "woke" culture start dissecting characters into which traits were made to appeal to which audience.
Like, I thought only seeing the parts and neglecting the whole in a character was what you were against?
Like, I thought only seeing the parts and neglecting the whole in a character was what you were against?
November 7, 2025 at 4:58 PM
It's interesting when people who are into "woke" culture start dissecting characters into which traits were made to appeal to which audience.
Like, I thought only seeing the parts and neglecting the whole in a character was what you were against?
Like, I thought only seeing the parts and neglecting the whole in a character was what you were against?