I.... never gave this a thought when getting shot but makes so
much sense. Thanks for this!

with closing my mind to what everyone is doing and the feeling of how I need to do the same. I need to just do me even if I don't know exactly what yet.

-Fin-

All this to say that I'm slowly finding myself again. I am thinking more clearly on the things I've personally achieved in my career and moving forward (baby steps) to something. I dunno what it is just yet, but I'm hopeful and will practice being more consistent (cont)

will shape or can shape what I do next. This may not even make sense to anyone reading but I thought I would share since I've been really going through many things via this layoff. So many layers of emotion and thoughts, and all you can do is move through it. (cont)

and meeting some cool new people doing their own thing. I've been inspired even more and finding myself become more focused on myself. I keep failing but when I do tune everything out I find that I feel happy and can think more about what I've done in the past and how that (cont)

and what I want to do. It's all baby steps, but I've been reeling over the fact that I truly have only one life and no matter what happens, I need to try and follow my passion. I've been feeling the inspiration more and more and post a trip to Portland (cont)

After a month however, I've noticed a significant change in my reactions to things that normally used to stress me out. It's slow but I'm truly recovering and that is impacting my view on the job scene (cont)

and it's been hard thinking about what's next for me. I already know where my passion lies but I don't come from a studio, and I know I'm not a big player in this space as others so it's been a bit hard for me to put myself out there and feel like I'm truly ready. (cont)