Unapologetically authentic and owning it! Have a great birthday!

Happy birthday Chubee!

How are those... Orientations....?

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I want to give thank to one YT Creator whose experiences mirrored my own in certain areas and their unapologetic authencity that gave inspired me to take my stance and helped progress my therapy by just being themself. They were comissioned by me for my new commission so...

... being associated with people who have committed criminal acts or morally unforgivable behaviour. I went through a series of ‘tours’, ‘Reconciliation’, ‘Reconnecting’. I am starting my new tour which I intend to make my life long tour… My Reverie Tour.

...But I do not owe it anything, I don't owe the people who helped me progress as an individual anything when they have chosen to take actions to ‘follow a crowd’. I rather stand by myself, be happy with the limited folks around me… Then be miserable by the incessant drama and...

...‘look at these societal fuck-ups crawling over eachother’s eyeballs to gain some sort of recognition that means nothing’… But honestly, it just reminded me that Furry is a hobby. One I participate in when I fancy, yes it has been beneficial for me in multiple aspects of my life…

...All those people who were like ‘you are my (insert family member here)’ and the emotionally affectionate language used… Where were you? Those who knew what was happening, where were you? Now I could be bitter and be like ‘furries only caring about who is getting their wick wet’ or...

...I dealt with a lot of things by myself while leaning on specific individuals who I will always sing their praises and extend so much thanks to them… It has had an unfortunate after effect that which is beneficial even though it hurts. It did make me ask a few questions about their tribalism...

...It does mean that a lot of my old maladaptive coping mechanisms are nolonger effective which has generated an immensely frustrating anxiety problem,but even that is being addressed. I am so much happier, I have started to gainweight (though that is probably because of my age xD)...

Woah... Is that... Was that Hiten?

As you bloody should. Take plenty of self care days. No videos or YT shit. Have a pleasant vacay

Hope you find peace.🖤

What will be happening with membership early viewing? Hopefully this stream goes isn't too hard on your or Klown.