mJR
@malepatternballer.bsky.social
Combat Hippy
Northpaw. Writer. Music Producer. Advocate of Equity. Renewable Energy Expert. Bilingual. Romantic Dork. Former ABA Boxer. OIF/OEF Combat Veteran. ADHD incarnate. Willing.
Northpaw. Writer. Music Producer. Advocate of Equity. Renewable Energy Expert. Bilingual. Romantic Dork. Former ABA Boxer. OIF/OEF Combat Veteran. ADHD incarnate. Willing.
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mJR
@malepatternballer.bsky.social
· Feb 15
If no one engaged.
And just like that...
October 5, 2025 at 3:46 AM
And just like that...
A Ford Transit with a dirt bike on the back. A queen mattress. Stall mats.
August 16, 2025 at 7:55 PM
A Ford Transit with a dirt bike on the back. A queen mattress. Stall mats.
I'm afraid it's time to roll out the next well tumbled jewel of intention.
June 23, 2025 at 6:33 AM
I'm afraid it's time to roll out the next well tumbled jewel of intention.
Running towards a singularity casting off anomalies along the way will get you nothing but mean.
June 12, 2025 at 1:59 PM
Running towards a singularity casting off anomalies along the way will get you nothing but mean.
Feedback loops deaden the experience of living. Ask me to explain in 5 years.
June 5, 2025 at 5:02 PM
Feedback loops deaden the experience of living. Ask me to explain in 5 years.
Unfollow me if you prefer canned posts with someone else's name at the bottom.
Joel
Joel
June 3, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Unfollow me if you prefer canned posts with someone else's name at the bottom.
Joel
Joel
Years hustling to survive, solving problems, chasing the next fix. I have enough now I guess.
Challenge. Learning to sit with it instead of trying to spend or solve my way back into struggle.
Now growth means breaking the habit of panic and letting myself actually enjoy the peace I’ve earned.
Challenge. Learning to sit with it instead of trying to spend or solve my way back into struggle.
Now growth means breaking the habit of panic and letting myself actually enjoy the peace I’ve earned.
June 2, 2025 at 9:06 PM
Years hustling to survive, solving problems, chasing the next fix. I have enough now I guess.
Challenge. Learning to sit with it instead of trying to spend or solve my way back into struggle.
Now growth means breaking the habit of panic and letting myself actually enjoy the peace I’ve earned.
Challenge. Learning to sit with it instead of trying to spend or solve my way back into struggle.
Now growth means breaking the habit of panic and letting myself actually enjoy the peace I’ve earned.
These places we gather are not where we should gather. They're quelling the boilover thru social media outletting.
'I made a post, no need to show up.'
They bred complacency for what's happening and we feel vindicated by our dopamine.
We're already beaten.
'I made a post, no need to show up.'
They bred complacency for what's happening and we feel vindicated by our dopamine.
We're already beaten.
May 30, 2025 at 2:13 PM
These places we gather are not where we should gather. They're quelling the boilover thru social media outletting.
'I made a post, no need to show up.'
They bred complacency for what's happening and we feel vindicated by our dopamine.
We're already beaten.
'I made a post, no need to show up.'
They bred complacency for what's happening and we feel vindicated by our dopamine.
We're already beaten.
Every year of your life expands your universe.
April 18, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Every year of your life expands your universe.
We go forward as nature intended. Thrive or shrivel.
April 8, 2025 at 3:26 PM
We go forward as nature intended. Thrive or shrivel.
attempts at authenticity and art
March 30, 2025 at 4:54 PM
attempts at authenticity and art
Simulation test. Why are we not thriving?
March 20, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Simulation test. Why are we not thriving?
Organic followers unite.
March 13, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Organic followers unite.
We'll keep trying to reach you regarding depth.
March 12, 2025 at 11:11 PM
We'll keep trying to reach you regarding depth.
I'm so over internally pontificating. Time for external intention.
March 9, 2025 at 8:37 PM
I'm so over internally pontificating. Time for external intention.
If no one engaged.
February 15, 2025 at 3:52 PM
If no one engaged.
We'll keep trying to connect with you. When we do, please expect depth.
February 11, 2025 at 3:53 PM
We'll keep trying to connect with you. When we do, please expect depth.
'Think you're hot snot on a silver platter, you're just cold boogers on a paper plate.'
Circa 1982
Circa 1982
February 6, 2025 at 5:45 AM
'Think you're hot snot on a silver platter, you're just cold boogers on a paper plate.'
Circa 1982
Circa 1982
An opportunity for metaphors and soliloquies. My 49th is almost here.
I don't know. Take care of yourself before you forget how. This, my 49th year will be spent taking care of some of this bodily ignorance and today I made it to the dermatologist to have this benign growth removed.
I don't know. Take care of yourself before you forget how. This, my 49th year will be spent taking care of some of this bodily ignorance and today I made it to the dermatologist to have this benign growth removed.
February 6, 2025 at 12:43 AM
An opportunity for metaphors and soliloquies. My 49th is almost here.
I don't know. Take care of yourself before you forget how. This, my 49th year will be spent taking care of some of this bodily ignorance and today I made it to the dermatologist to have this benign growth removed.
I don't know. Take care of yourself before you forget how. This, my 49th year will be spent taking care of some of this bodily ignorance and today I made it to the dermatologist to have this benign growth removed.
This stuff'll show up overnight and an ego is forced into triage. Sometimes it'll be years. Egos allowed incremental adjustments to new normals. By time it's bad, maybe you're used to it. Maybe you're lucky like me and have an ignorant ego and firm placement in your own shoes despite yourself.
February 6, 2025 at 12:42 AM
This stuff'll show up overnight and an ego is forced into triage. Sometimes it'll be years. Egos allowed incremental adjustments to new normals. By time it's bad, maybe you're used to it. Maybe you're lucky like me and have an ignorant ego and firm placement in your own shoes despite yourself.
2005 USAF cut this weird colored mole off the back of my ear. Next 20 it came back 20x bigger. I lost my hair at 22 in one year. Lost 11 teeth over the years. Crept into my smile. Blew back Newports at 15 after school, now I burn packs a day. Can't get my wind up for anything worth getting up for.
February 6, 2025 at 12:38 AM
2005 USAF cut this weird colored mole off the back of my ear. Next 20 it came back 20x bigger. I lost my hair at 22 in one year. Lost 11 teeth over the years. Crept into my smile. Blew back Newports at 15 after school, now I burn packs a day. Can't get my wind up for anything worth getting up for.
The weight that went with this ugly piece of my own flesh was surprising and the part of me that didn't feel handsome because of it, returned.
A hint of wet emotion quickly shunted for sake of the dawning smile.
We may have presented the injured bird to assist their own flight.
A hint of wet emotion quickly shunted for sake of the dawning smile.
We may have presented the injured bird to assist their own flight.
February 6, 2025 at 12:35 AM
The weight that went with this ugly piece of my own flesh was surprising and the part of me that didn't feel handsome because of it, returned.
A hint of wet emotion quickly shunted for sake of the dawning smile.
We may have presented the injured bird to assist their own flight.
A hint of wet emotion quickly shunted for sake of the dawning smile.
We may have presented the injured bird to assist their own flight.