MaitrīWithABrokenHeart
@maitri-vent.bsky.social
He/him
Straight
21
Mostly a vent account, I have a main account (@maitrilizwolf.bsky.social)There might be some non vents but for now that's what will be here.
Straight
21
Mostly a vent account, I have a main account (@maitrilizwolf.bsky.social)There might be some non vents but for now that's what will be here.
Vent art, I haven't really been interacting lately or saying much. Idk, I've just been having overwhelming thoughts. I feel like a complete loser for not having anything interesting to say about myself, I feel that no one really wants me around but I suck talking to them anyways. I just don't know..
January 21, 2025 at 5:42 PM
Vent art, I haven't really been interacting lately or saying much. Idk, I've just been having overwhelming thoughts. I feel like a complete loser for not having anything interesting to say about myself, I feel that no one really wants me around but I suck talking to them anyways. I just don't know..
I'm using this account again. There's things I've been feeling...alone for a while, not just because well. It still feels empty here, more like most friends don't want to talk to me anymore or really care I'm around. Only if I say something to them. Maybe I'm in the wrong idk.
January 3, 2025 at 3:48 AM
I'm using this account again. There's things I've been feeling...alone for a while, not just because well. It still feels empty here, more like most friends don't want to talk to me anymore or really care I'm around. Only if I say something to them. Maybe I'm in the wrong idk.
I'm a loser and a failure, I can't help people and I'm not even worth being there, I lost my irl friends, I'm stuck in a job that will get me nowhere in life. And I waste my time I could be improving myself and I suck at being a friend as well. I hate myself, why do people even stay..Idk..
October 14, 2024 at 1:39 PM
I'm a loser and a failure, I can't help people and I'm not even worth being there, I lost my irl friends, I'm stuck in a job that will get me nowhere in life. And I waste my time I could be improving myself and I suck at being a friend as well. I hate myself, why do people even stay..Idk..
I guess all I can do is keep moving, maybe I can find new hope.
I think I've wasted my life.
I don't really know what I want to do or where I'm going, I'm gonna be 21 soon and I still don't know. I've just been living in the moment but I just don't realize when I need to do more, I've had opportunities I've wasted and I'm uncertain of the future ahead.
I don't really know what I want to do or where I'm going, I'm gonna be 21 soon and I still don't know. I've just been living in the moment but I just don't realize when I need to do more, I've had opportunities I've wasted and I'm uncertain of the future ahead.
April 11, 2024 at 6:25 PM
I guess all I can do is keep moving, maybe I can find new hope.
I think I've wasted my life.
I don't really know what I want to do or where I'm going, I'm gonna be 21 soon and I still don't know. I've just been living in the moment but I just don't realize when I need to do more, I've had opportunities I've wasted and I'm uncertain of the future ahead.
I don't really know what I want to do or where I'm going, I'm gonna be 21 soon and I still don't know. I've just been living in the moment but I just don't realize when I need to do more, I've had opportunities I've wasted and I'm uncertain of the future ahead.
April 10, 2024 at 3:25 PM
I think I've wasted my life.
I don't really know what I want to do or where I'm going, I'm gonna be 21 soon and I still don't know. I've just been living in the moment but I just don't realize when I need to do more, I've had opportunities I've wasted and I'm uncertain of the future ahead.
I don't really know what I want to do or where I'm going, I'm gonna be 21 soon and I still don't know. I've just been living in the moment but I just don't realize when I need to do more, I've had opportunities I've wasted and I'm uncertain of the future ahead.
I need to work on being a better friend to my friends. I've noticed that I haven't benn there as much as I should, yeah I'm there when I know they're struggling but beyond that I haven't really just talked to some of them often, I feel bad I've been doing that, I need to work on myself because of it
April 7, 2024 at 2:25 AM
I need to work on being a better friend to my friends. I've noticed that I haven't benn there as much as I should, yeah I'm there when I know they're struggling but beyond that I haven't really just talked to some of them often, I feel bad I've been doing that, I need to work on myself because of it
I don't know who I can even trust anymore...
I thought I knew someone...but now I don't know if I do.
Now I'm just wondering, what other friends don't I know? I don't know..
I'm even scared to talk to them in case they hate me as well, I feel so lost..
I thought I knew someone...but now I don't know if I do.
Now I'm just wondering, what other friends don't I know? I don't know..
I'm even scared to talk to them in case they hate me as well, I feel so lost..
March 23, 2024 at 6:52 PM
I don't know who I can even trust anymore...
I thought I knew someone...but now I don't know if I do.
Now I'm just wondering, what other friends don't I know? I don't know..
I'm even scared to talk to them in case they hate me as well, I feel so lost..
I thought I knew someone...but now I don't know if I do.
Now I'm just wondering, what other friends don't I know? I don't know..
I'm even scared to talk to them in case they hate me as well, I feel so lost..
Sometimes I should know when to stop talking...
I talk too much and say too much..
I talk too much and say too much..
March 9, 2024 at 6:06 PM
Sometimes I should know when to stop talking...
I talk too much and say too much..
I talk too much and say too much..
Sometimes I wish I could swap places with my friends. And I could go through the stuff they do and they could be happy. I think they deserve it more than me. Idk.
March 1, 2024 at 5:22 PM
Sometimes I wish I could swap places with my friends. And I could go through the stuff they do and they could be happy. I think they deserve it more than me. Idk.
I feel like it's wrong for me to share things I'm happy about when I know others are struggling. I think that I'll make them feel worse or seem insensitive.
I don't know if I can talk about things without hurting others? I'll just not talk about them for now.
I don't know if I can talk about things without hurting others? I'll just not talk about them for now.
February 24, 2024 at 7:31 PM
I feel like it's wrong for me to share things I'm happy about when I know others are struggling. I think that I'll make them feel worse or seem insensitive.
I don't know if I can talk about things without hurting others? I'll just not talk about them for now.
I don't know if I can talk about things without hurting others? I'll just not talk about them for now.
I think I might lose everyone...
I'm just watching, friend by friend disappear and my efforts to help just aren't enough..
What do I do if they all are gone, idk...
Maybe I'm wrong, I hope on everything that I am.
I'm just watching, friend by friend disappear and my efforts to help just aren't enough..
What do I do if they all are gone, idk...
Maybe I'm wrong, I hope on everything that I am.
February 11, 2024 at 5:01 PM
I think I might lose everyone...
I'm just watching, friend by friend disappear and my efforts to help just aren't enough..
What do I do if they all are gone, idk...
Maybe I'm wrong, I hope on everything that I am.
I'm just watching, friend by friend disappear and my efforts to help just aren't enough..
What do I do if they all are gone, idk...
Maybe I'm wrong, I hope on everything that I am.
Today I lost a friend... Like all contact with them, they are alive as far as I know... But I don't know if I'll ever talk to them again.
Today isn't a good day.
Today isn't a good day.
February 7, 2024 at 5:24 PM
Today I lost a friend... Like all contact with them, they are alive as far as I know... But I don't know if I'll ever talk to them again.
Today isn't a good day.
Today isn't a good day.
I'm feeling better than yesterday.
I think I'll keep this account the way it is for now but I'll make a main account and I'll try to follow the people I was following before on that. I don't know how much I'll be here on the main account, but it's better to have it than not.
I think I'll keep this account the way it is for now but I'll make a main account and I'll try to follow the people I was following before on that. I don't know how much I'll be here on the main account, but it's better to have it than not.
February 6, 2024 at 9:00 PM
I'm feeling better than yesterday.
I think I'll keep this account the way it is for now but I'll make a main account and I'll try to follow the people I was following before on that. I don't know how much I'll be here on the main account, but it's better to have it than not.
I think I'll keep this account the way it is for now but I'll make a main account and I'll try to follow the people I was following before on that. I don't know how much I'll be here on the main account, but it's better to have it than not.
Please let this month be better
Please let this month be better
Please let this month be better.
Please let this month be better
Please let this month be better.
February 1, 2024 at 4:09 PM
Please let this month be better
Please let this month be better
Please let this month be better.
Please let this month be better
Please let this month be better.
I don't have faith this month is going to get better anymore. I'm pretty sure it's just going to stay like this until the end. It'll suck but I'll keep trying.
January 23, 2024 at 3:07 PM
I don't have faith this month is going to get better anymore. I'm pretty sure it's just going to stay like this until the end. It'll suck but I'll keep trying.
This month has just been awful...I hope it gets better soon...
January 18, 2024 at 6:16 PM
This month has just been awful...I hope it gets better soon...
Sorry. I'm calm now. I just let these thoughts boil up, I apologize.
I can't be enough for my friends...idk
I wish I could be, I wish I could help. And if I lose them I know it'll be my fault.
...But I just don't know.
I wish I could be, I wish I could help. And if I lose them I know it'll be my fault.
...But I just don't know.
January 9, 2024 at 7:34 PM
Sorry. I'm calm now. I just let these thoughts boil up, I apologize.
I can't be enough for my friends...idk
I wish I could be, I wish I could help. And if I lose them I know it'll be my fault.
...But I just don't know.
I wish I could be, I wish I could help. And if I lose them I know it'll be my fault.
...But I just don't know.
January 9, 2024 at 6:28 PM
I can't be enough for my friends...idk
I wish I could be, I wish I could help. And if I lose them I know it'll be my fault.
...But I just don't know.
I wish I could be, I wish I could help. And if I lose them I know it'll be my fault.
...But I just don't know.
I should just stop talking sometimes.
But then if I do I worry I could have help, but other times I think I just make it worse. I honestly just don't know, I just want to help but I can't see any good options.
But then if I do I worry I could have help, but other times I think I just make it worse. I honestly just don't know, I just want to help but I can't see any good options.
January 8, 2024 at 1:01 AM
I should just stop talking sometimes.
But then if I do I worry I could have help, but other times I think I just make it worse. I honestly just don't know, I just want to help but I can't see any good options.
But then if I do I worry I could have help, but other times I think I just make it worse. I honestly just don't know, I just want to help but I can't see any good options.
They are safe for the time being. I still regret not doing anything..
But at least they are here.
But at least they are here.
I am not okay..
I'm very worried about someone...I'm scared that I failed them. Maybe I shouldn't have slept last night maybe I should have stayed persistent and tried to do something..idk. I really just hope there is some sign they are okay..
I'm very worried about someone...I'm scared that I failed them. Maybe I shouldn't have slept last night maybe I should have stayed persistent and tried to do something..idk. I really just hope there is some sign they are okay..
January 6, 2024 at 5:19 PM
They are safe for the time being. I still regret not doing anything..
But at least they are here.
But at least they are here.
I am not okay..
I'm very worried about someone...I'm scared that I failed them. Maybe I shouldn't have slept last night maybe I should have stayed persistent and tried to do something..idk. I really just hope there is some sign they are okay..
I'm very worried about someone...I'm scared that I failed them. Maybe I shouldn't have slept last night maybe I should have stayed persistent and tried to do something..idk. I really just hope there is some sign they are okay..
January 6, 2024 at 4:27 PM
I am not okay..
I'm very worried about someone...I'm scared that I failed them. Maybe I shouldn't have slept last night maybe I should have stayed persistent and tried to do something..idk. I really just hope there is some sign they are okay..
I'm very worried about someone...I'm scared that I failed them. Maybe I shouldn't have slept last night maybe I should have stayed persistent and tried to do something..idk. I really just hope there is some sign they are okay..
I might just make this a vent account. Idk yet. But it seems like the equivalent to screaming into the void on here anyways so 🤷♂️
December 30, 2023 at 4:25 PM
I might just make this a vent account. Idk yet. But it seems like the equivalent to screaming into the void on here anyways so 🤷♂️
Well I guess I half right. It only got bad at the end but still.
I really want Christmas to be a white Christmas that I can spend with my friends. But it looks like it might just be black and grey. All I want is for my friends to have a good one but idk if they will. And idk if I could still enjoy it knowing that. Maybe it's stupid for me to think that way. Idk.
December 26, 2023 at 5:01 PM
Well I guess I half right. It only got bad at the end but still.
I really want Christmas to be a white Christmas that I can spend with my friends. But it looks like it might just be black and grey. All I want is for my friends to have a good one but idk if they will. And idk if I could still enjoy it knowing that. Maybe it's stupid for me to think that way. Idk.
December 24, 2023 at 12:56 AM
I really want Christmas to be a white Christmas that I can spend with my friends. But it looks like it might just be black and grey. All I want is for my friends to have a good one but idk if they will. And idk if I could still enjoy it knowing that. Maybe it's stupid for me to think that way. Idk.