So, you cant say that porn addiction is a real thing, and its unhealthy consumption is most likely a symptom of a different disorder, rather than a disorder by itself.
If you believe you have it, please consult a therapist first, maybe you have more underlying issues.

i read a metaanalysis on porn addiction studies and indeed there is no solid ground to describe and diagnose porn addiction, since addiction is a severe narcological-psychiatric disorder. BUT there is comorbidity with unhealthy porn consumption and having a psychiatric disorder. OCD for example.

last time i played i got stalked and called n-words
then my pc hard crashed

ooh, well a screen tablet is just a screen, it has to be hooked up to pc
there are workstations that are a pc in itself, but they are REALLY expensive
my pal draws on ipad but that's also not cheap since you need to buy an ipad, a special stylus and procreate, still cheaper than a workstation tho

screened ones feel quite different and take some time to get used to, so keep that in mind, also kamvas takes like three different wires to connect

i avoided screened for a looong time listening to people who said its a waste of money, but i always wanted to get one and just never got comfortable with screenless
recently bought huion kamvas 13 and it feels way better, tho the screen is a bit small, i just double it to my main and look at both

do it, i now think its way better than the original
its a slow burn, the first part is writer fucking around to find out what he wants, but then it gets better
horizons have way better characters, really interesting mystery and worldbuilding.
best treated as one piece or other looong series

NICE

it just slaps these on all of my posts even if its outright porn

kojima being kojima
in MGS3 he did that with russian names too
like, groznygrad is "terrortown"(lit.), shagohod is "walker" etc etc

oh god the ways you draw armor and cybernetics is so hot

FAT bold lines, also anatomy is quite distinct
other thing is warm pastel-y palettes, i dont really remember any of your art with cold drab desaturated colors

i dont have a full ref, hope this works