To be clear, some of the “Classes of Divine Beings” entries need to be completed, and other pages that have descendant entries need to be finished, but those descendant entries are mostly finished themselves. This page below, for example, is finished, and it portrays well I think what the world is.

Obviously, the site is far from being finished, and it likely never will be for many reasons including the never ending expansion of the world in addition to the fact that, currently, I am revising old files to a more refined, upload-able version that better matches the existing diction.

Yum! That looks so good, I hope you enjoyed it!

Thank you, I appreciate the kind words.

Maybe I just need to get out more and stop looking at social media! But regardless, that’s the way I’m feeling right now, and to me, it’s valid. A boyfriend of mine doesn’t need to conform to those standards either, and I’m sure I can find someone who’s more like me anyway after dropping this ideal.

Even so, what I’ve learned most recently is that my worth doesn’t revolve around my body. I can instead derive confidence and self-esteem from my more natural pursuits: my intelligence, my kindness, or even my emotional resonance with affecting objects.

As a student who works, I feel it isn’t attainable at this time to achieve their level of fitness. And even then, what would I actually get out of it? Sex? Friends with benefits? What I want is intimacy. A relationship. Something tangible and enduring, not any of those fleeting, ephemeral things.

I feel like homosexuality, especially those in men as it is relevant here, encompasses a wide array of behaviors and personalities that aren’t inevitably bound to physical appearance or self-image. There’s definitely more to being gay than having a hot body.

This was all instigated by my realization of how influential the books I read in my childhood were to me, and, recognizing my current perception of who I am, what thoughts they caused me to have about myself that since evolved, shards of psyche that had somehow joined to create me, a singular person

I think I just found myself in subjective ideas and percepts rather than believing myself to have somewhat of a persona and chess piece in the real, objective world. It isn’t conducive to stability to have an identity that is completely subjective, however.