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The worst thing about failing at suicide multiple times is at this point I don’t even care about the events of my life knowing I’d be more happier had I succeeded. So every event goes by without merit or interest.
July 30, 2025 at 2:03 AM
The worst thing about failing at suicide multiple times is at this point I don’t even care about the events of my life knowing I’d be more happier had I succeeded. So every event goes by without merit or interest.
The exhaustion I’ve been feeling lately has not been grief, it’s self-erasure fatigue.
July 10, 2025 at 3:06 AM
The exhaustion I’ve been feeling lately has not been grief, it’s self-erasure fatigue.
I’m so tired of grieving for a friend who is still alive. I’m allowed to be angry, and more importantly allowed to miss them.
June 30, 2025 at 1:08 AM
I’m so tired of grieving for a friend who is still alive. I’m allowed to be angry, and more importantly allowed to miss them.
I need to stop bleeding for someone who is not bandaging me back.
June 30, 2025 at 1:06 AM
I need to stop bleeding for someone who is not bandaging me back.
So I finished writing one third of a book. It’s not the book I wanted to, and originally started it back in 2021. But it’s a thing, I guess. Yay.
June 23, 2025 at 12:52 PM
So I finished writing one third of a book. It’s not the book I wanted to, and originally started it back in 2021. But it’s a thing, I guess. Yay.
It’s just one of those days where I hope a driver loses control of their vehicle and careens off the road and pancakes my ass like a skidmark.
June 7, 2025 at 11:35 AM
It’s just one of those days where I hope a driver loses control of their vehicle and careens off the road and pancakes my ass like a skidmark.
You don’t truly understand the limits of your executive dysfunction until you decide to publish a short story from four years ago and it’s the most recent thing I’ve finished in recent history.
May 24, 2025 at 2:59 AM
You don’t truly understand the limits of your executive dysfunction until you decide to publish a short story from four years ago and it’s the most recent thing I’ve finished in recent history.
I am begging the stars to give me a reason to keep looking up.
May 11, 2025 at 11:20 PM
I am begging the stars to give me a reason to keep looking up.
You often need to decide for yourself; either to choose the comfort of misery or the pain of change.
May 3, 2025 at 3:42 PM
You often need to decide for yourself; either to choose the comfort of misery or the pain of change.
Someone else’s perception of you is not your burden to carry.
April 27, 2025 at 8:21 PM
Someone else’s perception of you is not your burden to carry.
Holidays belong to those raised by happy families.
April 20, 2025 at 11:23 PM
Holidays belong to those raised by happy families.
If there is no one to confide in your thoughts then that means they do not need to be shared.
April 13, 2025 at 1:24 PM
If there is no one to confide in your thoughts then that means they do not need to be shared.
When one associates with pigs, one cannot complain when they get covered in mud.
March 21, 2025 at 10:02 PM
When one associates with pigs, one cannot complain when they get covered in mud.
Holding onto a rope that hangs you is the same as holding onto those who hurt you. Sometimes the healthiest thing one can do is let go.
March 15, 2025 at 1:54 PM
Holding onto a rope that hangs you is the same as holding onto those who hurt you. Sometimes the healthiest thing one can do is let go.
If you are a creative, you don’t need to surround yourself with other creatives, but instead be with those who inspire you and help nurture your own creativity.
February 28, 2025 at 5:05 PM
If you are a creative, you don’t need to surround yourself with other creatives, but instead be with those who inspire you and help nurture your own creativity.
Choose yourself first and foremost. Then you choose who chooses you. Everything else is secondary.
February 25, 2025 at 5:13 PM
Choose yourself first and foremost. Then you choose who chooses you. Everything else is secondary.
No one is owed your time. Devote yourself to those who cherish and enrich your life.
February 24, 2025 at 1:02 AM
No one is owed your time. Devote yourself to those who cherish and enrich your life.