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I don’t know how you got here but I suggest stepping back and away. This is a completely uncurated stream of consciousness and indulgences and I don’t give a fuck.
Some days you’re just absolutely disgusted with everything about you, am I right?
November 6, 2025 at 8:29 AM
Some days you’re just absolutely disgusted with everything about you, am I right?
Hating how those Jesuits were once again right about forcing all their students to go through basically as many humanities classes as their major-specific classes. I keep thinking back to the readings they put us through and the discussions we had.
September 21, 2025 at 10:01 PM
Hating how those Jesuits were once again right about forcing all their students to go through basically as many humanities classes as their major-specific classes. I keep thinking back to the readings they put us through and the discussions we had.
First craving pizza, then craving pancakes
I need to make spaghetti tomorrow or else I will fall into temptation and buy myself some pizza
I need to make spaghetti tomorrow or else I will fall into temptation and buy myself some pizza
September 19, 2025 at 5:41 PM
First craving pizza, then craving pancakes
I need to make spaghetti tomorrow or else I will fall into temptation and buy myself some pizza
I need to make spaghetti tomorrow or else I will fall into temptation and buy myself some pizza
I crave hashbrowns
September 14, 2025 at 4:19 PM
I crave hashbrowns
One of those days when you wish you had never been born
September 14, 2025 at 12:20 PM
One of those days when you wish you had never been born
Really not sure what’s up with my neighbours or idk birds bc I am hearing tapping sounds that I don’t know the source of
I have half the mind to say maybe I am having auditory hallucinations at this point
I have half the mind to say maybe I am having auditory hallucinations at this point
August 17, 2025 at 8:07 AM
Really not sure what’s up with my neighbours or idk birds bc I am hearing tapping sounds that I don’t know the source of
I have half the mind to say maybe I am having auditory hallucinations at this point
I have half the mind to say maybe I am having auditory hallucinations at this point
Something about August that always fucks up my health man
August 13, 2025 at 7:05 AM
Something about August that always fucks up my health man
It just hit me that the reason why I find the suggested approaches so difficult to do (collect all the data of the situation) is because it goes in direct contrast with my training on theory which starts from the narrative - a line by line flow and connections vs trying to make sense of raw data.
August 12, 2025 at 1:02 PM
It just hit me that the reason why I find the suggested approaches so difficult to do (collect all the data of the situation) is because it goes in direct contrast with my training on theory which starts from the narrative - a line by line flow and connections vs trying to make sense of raw data.
Who’s the speech writer for this?! It’s sauceless!
August 11, 2025 at 6:48 AM
Who’s the speech writer for this?! It’s sauceless!
It’s almost midnight and I really want to have my noodles
August 10, 2025 at 3:47 PM
It’s almost midnight and I really want to have my noodles
I don’t get why I keep getting fevers these days
August 4, 2025 at 9:30 AM
I don’t get why I keep getting fevers these days
Watching a playthrough of the Blue Lions route in FE3H and I am so pained to say that almost every time Dimitri has something to say I am consumed by the violent need to kiss him. I hate this. There’s warmth blooming in my chest whenever he speaks and it’s driving me insane
August 4, 2025 at 8:22 AM
Watching a playthrough of the Blue Lions route in FE3H and I am so pained to say that almost every time Dimitri has something to say I am consumed by the violent need to kiss him. I hate this. There’s warmth blooming in my chest whenever he speaks and it’s driving me insane
Ive gone and done it. I’ve sabotage my efforts for the past year.
Death be looking real good right now
Death be looking real good right now
August 3, 2025 at 5:42 PM
Ive gone and done it. I’ve sabotage my efforts for the past year.
Death be looking real good right now
Death be looking real good right now
I think I’ll eat that Japanese curry tomorrow for a shot of nutrients…
July 28, 2025 at 4:04 PM
I think I’ll eat that Japanese curry tomorrow for a shot of nutrients…
So online recipes usually underwhelm me with their flavour so I ended up using probably a bit more spices than recommended because for some reason there was no aroma while I was sauteeing. Now that it’s simmering I uh, may have put too much whoops
July 22, 2025 at 11:17 AM
So online recipes usually underwhelm me with their flavour so I ended up using probably a bit more spices than recommended because for some reason there was no aroma while I was sauteeing. Now that it’s simmering I uh, may have put too much whoops
Today my dad and I left the house too late to go to our usual church so we went to the one my mom prefers. Turns out it’s a special day for Redemptorists (which my mom is a devotee/follower (?) of) so there were special readings in mass. Told my mom and sister and they called it divine intervention.
July 20, 2025 at 2:57 PM
Today my dad and I left the house too late to go to our usual church so we went to the one my mom prefers. Turns out it’s a special day for Redemptorists (which my mom is a devotee/follower (?) of) so there were special readings in mass. Told my mom and sister and they called it divine intervention.
Me with the rejection sensitivity dysphoria AKA me being a spineless TWAT that gives up at the slightest hint of futility. Like yo what is this gimmick how could I be nerfed like this 😭
Wish I didn’t have the fickleness of an artiste 🥲
July 12, 2025 at 9:20 AM
Me with the rejection sensitivity dysphoria AKA me being a spineless TWAT that gives up at the slightest hint of futility. Like yo what is this gimmick how could I be nerfed like this 😭
Wish I didn’t have the fickleness of an artiste 🥲
July 11, 2025 at 11:52 PM
Wish I didn’t have the fickleness of an artiste 🥲
I know I’m not made for law because I am listening to these arguments and all I can say is “parang ang lutang mo pre”.
Your arguments are based on a house of cards that even an unexpected breeze can send flying. It’s not something I can stand on when I can plainly see the cracks in its foundations.
Your arguments are based on a house of cards that even an unexpected breeze can send flying. It’s not something I can stand on when I can plainly see the cracks in its foundations.
July 10, 2025 at 8:42 PM
I know I’m not made for law because I am listening to these arguments and all I can say is “parang ang lutang mo pre”.
Your arguments are based on a house of cards that even an unexpected breeze can send flying. It’s not something I can stand on when I can plainly see the cracks in its foundations.
Your arguments are based on a house of cards that even an unexpected breeze can send flying. It’s not something I can stand on when I can plainly see the cracks in its foundations.
I wonder if my parents ever thought that within a decade I could change so much.
From a stumbling traumatised child to adamantly trying to be an adult who can plot their own course, it must be a surprising development.
From a stumbling traumatised child to adamantly trying to be an adult who can plot their own course, it must be a surprising development.
July 6, 2025 at 2:34 PM
I wonder if my parents ever thought that within a decade I could change so much.
From a stumbling traumatised child to adamantly trying to be an adult who can plot their own course, it must be a surprising development.
From a stumbling traumatised child to adamantly trying to be an adult who can plot their own course, it must be a surprising development.
I hate cuticles man I wish these dead skin cells could just sort themselves out instead of giving me more problems. This is gonna take months to get back to normal ugh
July 5, 2025 at 4:14 AM
I hate cuticles man I wish these dead skin cells could just sort themselves out instead of giving me more problems. This is gonna take months to get back to normal ugh
I should shoot myself
July 4, 2025 at 3:45 PM
I should shoot myself
Lowkey there’s something memorable about calling the things you shouldn’t be doing or should be wary about the devil/demons bc I can be a dramatic ass about it and I’m fighting for every scrap of dopamine I can get. It gives very “you might need to be a bit mentally ill to act mentally well” vibes
July 3, 2025 at 7:12 AM
Lowkey there’s something memorable about calling the things you shouldn’t be doing or should be wary about the devil/demons bc I can be a dramatic ass about it and I’m fighting for every scrap of dopamine I can get. It gives very “you might need to be a bit mentally ill to act mentally well” vibes
It’s not looking good for me folks. I failed a secret test of character in my dream, I really need to step it up.
July 1, 2025 at 10:21 PM
It’s not looking good for me folks. I failed a secret test of character in my dream, I really need to step it up.