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INFJ - Advocate
Rafayel girlie
okay, i spent like, two months in love with him ????
make it stop, now
i'm being stupid, and wayyyy too obvious.
what if he knows ???? 😭😭😭😭
December 8, 2025 at 7:07 PM
yeah, i lied.
i lie, totally
what is it ? everyone lies.
i don't have to feel bad just because i lied
it's fine
December 5, 2025 at 4:50 PM
yeah i changed it... because
it wouldn't be right to keep it like this, right ?
and it's better like this : no one will think anything else about our relation...
i think
December 2, 2025 at 4:20 PM
of course it's about you, dumbass 😭😭😭😭
November 27, 2025 at 7:37 PM
it's only been two months ???? i feel like it's been an eternity, or idk, more months...
okay, so the last days, i was like "no, i'm not in love, wdym, nahhh, not with him.."
and now i'm like "UHHHH WHY DOES HE FLIRT WITH ME HELP I KNOW IT'S A JOKE BUT STOP IT I'M IN LOVE PROBABLY MAYBE OKKK STOP FLIRTING WITH ME PLEASE I'LL FALL EVEN MORE"

yeah
November 27, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Reposted by Loaaa
it's not "i want him to be real" anymore, it's more like "i want to become fictional with him, to live in his (almost) perfect world, to wake up next to him, to feel him against me, to feel him next to me, with me, to touch him, to feel his touch and his love, and to love him."
July 27, 2025 at 9:41 PM
i'm getting more outgoing irl too, i'm wayyyy less nervous when i talk to someone without my family close 🥺🥺🥺
and i can handle a conversation when we're not too much (and that we have a specific subject i can ask them about)
i'm getting more and more outgoing (ivl not irl)
I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHH
i'm less nervous when we talk in dms 😌😌😌
maybe it depends on the subject and on the people...

I LOVE THEM OKAY
November 27, 2025 at 7:27 PM
ok, i'm clearly not getting better while getting older lmao, please just make me a kid again, i need more time to think 💀💀💀
feel like i'm getting better
(while getting older)
(help)

(no help, i just need to over-dramatize to be okay)
(:))))
November 27, 2025 at 7:26 PM
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wish i wasn't born in this world.

or maybe not as me.
September 1, 2025 at 8:15 PM
apparently i was ready not long after that lol
"you're not ready" excuse you fuck you ???
November 27, 2025 at 7:24 PM
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love is a curse and death is a blessing
September 12, 2025 at 7:36 PM
ok no, i love loving him, and i'm still a bit delulu even if i know nothing will happen lmao
i haaaateeee himmmmm
let me stop loving him
please
🙏🙏🙏
it'll be better, because these feelings are.. useless ? lol
i will never confess, and he will never return them, so yes, no, they're useless :))
take them back please
okayyy, i-i denied it, i accepted it, i cried it, now please, let me go from it 🙏🙏🙏
November 27, 2025 at 7:23 PM
i was just delulu lol
(.... was it jealousy or am i delulu ?)
November 27, 2025 at 7:22 PM
SEVEN MONTHS YAYYYY
SO NOW WE'RE OFFICIALLY BESTIES, RIGHT?????

I'm going to cry with joy, I swear 🥹🥹🥹🥹
I love her so much, please-
If she's not my soul mate, I don't understand who could be.
November 27, 2025 at 7:21 PM
and again, please
i literally need it to continue living normally
idk if i can continue without it, it became a part of me
please
let me continue like this
i'm so stressed and anxious, i hope it won't be like that, please, don't be like that, don't change, it's perfect the way it is rn, please, please, please i'm praying the gods, don't do this i need it that way to live, please, i won't be able to continue if it change, please 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
November 27, 2025 at 7:18 PM
i was always like "hahaha, it's so easy just to keep it platonic, to fake it, and it's so fun"
but guys- 💀💀💀💀
why is it different with him ????
i can't help but hope
even if i know that he doesn't want anything ( not ivl )

.....
sometimes i wish we knew each other irl 😔
November 27, 2025 at 7:04 PM
he seems in a very good mood today
that's so cute 😭😭😭😭
i hope he'll be happy like this for a long time~
(while i'm torturing myself by stressing over the same thing lol)
November 27, 2025 at 6:52 PM
en fait je sais ce que je veux pas faire, mais je sais pas ce que je veux faire
November 27, 2025 at 1:58 PM
usually, when it's daytime, i try to ignore it, but i read something, and it all came, but i have to forget it at least for some hours, because if i'm like that when they come back, it won't be good.
November 27, 2025 at 1:44 PM
j'ai revu mon ancien crush de l'an dernier, que j'avais pas vu depuis genre août
ptnnnn quel homme c'est quand même
sa voixxxx ughhhh
et sa tête ???? il est aussi mignon qu'à l'époque.
ptn
trop mignon, vrmt.
November 26, 2025 at 9:30 PM
i think we do flirt
maybe as a joke
i mean
i tell him it's a joke
is it a joke, though ?????
November 26, 2025 at 9:29 PM
Reposted by Loaaa
The OG Simon's Cat film!
November 26, 2025 at 4:10 PM
oh
my
god

how i love herrrr
how much i love herrrr
how much i love talking to herrr
flirting with herrrr
like ????
she's the love of my life.
my girl.

💖💖💖💖💞💞💞💞💞
November 22, 2025 at 10:22 PM
why can't the world end, like, tomorrow ? tonight ? or right now ????
i'm sorry but i don't want to live in a world like this
it's so wrong, it's so wrong
please make things change, i don't want to live like this, i want to be myself, to do what i like, to stay in that moment
November 20, 2025 at 9:14 PM
i really am in love with him

( and i hate it, fuck, everyday, i remind myself not to hope too much, because i *know* he'll never love me, i have to stop fooling myself, please, make these feelings stop, even if i love loving him, i can't anymore, please, stop )
November 20, 2025 at 9:03 PM