'should: indicating opinion, advice, or instruction, about what is required or desirable'. but why would it be any of these things? being alive gives the chance to give / receive happiness, while being dead denies any such chance. and yeah i get it, life sucks. but don't give up yet, don't lose hope

no :(

people getting upset about some other people simply *existing* is so wild

what you say sounds really relatable to me. i hope you will find ways to cope with your past and be able to build a happy life despite the hardships. and honestly, i thank *you* for your kind words, they do mean a lot

sorry to hear it, that must be hard for you :/ personally, i can't find it in me to hate my family despite all the bad stuff that's happened, but neither do i feel like i can simply forgive my parents for all the trauma and the fact that my childhood feels ruined/stolen. it's just so hard to move on

I've already moved to the other side of the country to get some distance between me and the really bad ones but it seems like my only option is to cut ties with absolutely fucking everyone to hopefully get some peace in my life eventually

where I fly to in MY spaceship on MY DAYS OFF is none of y'all's business! can't get any privacy these days, geez