Leopard 2A4M CAN
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Leopard 2A4M CAN
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A destroyed Leopard, withering away in the moonlight.
Vent account of @prxk.net

Mostly will just be whatever I feel like writing in times of solice.
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I will make this post here, I KNOW MY PFP IS A LEOPARD 2A4, and not a 2A4M, same goes for my banner.

Canadian tanks are uparmored different so I couldn't find any destroyed ones.
You started the relationship. I cared for you in the beginning, but I felt forced into it since I knew you were on the verge of suicide. Not your fault but still.

We barely knew each other and the first thing you decide to do is use me. Use me to vent to. It never felt you truly cared about me.
December 1, 2025 at 8:27 PM
They won't know, they can't understand. It's not what or who they care for.
November 30, 2025 at 8:46 PM
"Oh you passively act similar to an abuser but have no malice behind it?"

"Well I hate you and think you're a monster then"

Please, I just wanna feel truly loved. I want to be equal. Stop shoving it in my face that I will never be loved and everyone is better than me.

I mean nothing to everyone.
November 26, 2025 at 1:04 PM
All I crave for is either death or my dreams to be realized. Now. I need a break. I cannot get myself to do really anything. School is not something I can do, this life is not something I feel I can live. I need a new one.

I will never be able to create my amazing ideas, or be happy with this life.
November 24, 2025 at 7:17 PM
I know I am unloved, never a priority. Just a side character to watch. I have already said this but I feel it has reinstated inside of me worse.

I'm never part of the friend group, never a close friend, never even a close partner no matter how many times people try to talk to me, both online or irl
November 22, 2025 at 1:02 AM
It's always them, and never me. I sit around, forced to see.

My screams are frowned upon, while the others get pulled up to their feet by the rest.

I know I am hated, but they refuse to admit to my face. They keep telling me that "we're mates!", and they never tell me their real hate.
November 21, 2025 at 12:50 PM
I am not truly loved. Never a partner. Never a close friend. Never family.

Just sat aside, to watch everyone else frolic in their amazing love lives, as I am expected to watch and always know, I'm never fit for real love.

I shall be ignored, forgotten, and left to rot in the quietly condemned.
November 21, 2025 at 4:58 AM
I will make this post here, I KNOW MY PFP IS A LEOPARD 2A4, and not a 2A4M, same goes for my banner.

Canadian tanks are uparmored different so I couldn't find any destroyed ones.
November 20, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I know I am at fault for what I do, I know who has abused me grounded that mindset into mine, only for me to repeat it. I know I can't stop, and I only beg that I could.

All I ever am is the one people talk about when I'm not around, the one forgotten about till appearing.
November 20, 2025 at 9:49 PM