And from there it was weed and edibles and nicotine and then OTC pills and then it was other substances I used to and back to Opioids I nearly died to again and DXM back again. And now I'm currently in active addiction using again to weed nicotine and magic mushrooms so addiction sucks

I used to so much Opioids and mix of alcohol so many times I nearly passed more than five times. I had to struggle with this on my own during the pandemic so my family wouldn't know then I turned to DXM in 2021 and from there I got so addicted and from that point it was benzos and hydrocodone

But now I am facing life or death now as my doctor has told me I may have two types of artery diseases from my long term substance abuse disorder along with my long term smoking so it's hard to accept this . I just continue to use to substances and get on w life anyways

My doctor tried to get me to go to drug rehab but I had to refuse because of my family and what they'd most likely do. My family don't really understand I'm that addict in the family all they see in me is being autistic so I just go through these substance abuse problems on my own

I know my substance abuse problems won't go away anytime soon as I still am not clean... As I was born with substance abuse problems.. but tbh I already knew this would come to this in me having health issues from me using long term

And the other may be peripheral artery disease. So I have to go in and get a bunch of tests done. I got the first test done yesterday. I get a couple done today one is a thyroid test and the other is a couple blood tests and another will be an echo heart test thatll be another day

But luckily I see my doctor in a day or two so I can ask if anything is wrong I noticing swelling in the ankles and feet and I'm coming down with weird symptoms cause I vape 24/7 so I hope I can get tests done to see if they failing or not my kidneys

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