Aiming a shot gun at the roof of the mouth is messy... I don't wanna have other people deal with that. My funeral wouldn't really be nice, considering I was never able to socially transition.

Only 3 or 4 people in my life even know or at least have been told about this, but none of them even agnolage the fact that I told them directly that I want to be a girl and that it physically pains me every day that I'll never really be one to THEM. I feel like I'm actually insane most days now...

I feel an arrow goes through my chest every time someone refers to me as a guy. I just wanna forget about that for one day and not feel the need to wait and wait and wait. I just need a place to be someone else if that someone else is even different from whatever perspective I have right now.

"No, you're not."
"You're disrespecting women."
okay, I guess I'll just die

:3

I've written too many academic articles for my college... I need freedom!!!
...
You may or may not have given me the idea lmao :3

My ass just needs more free time...
(´ω｀)

box void kitty :3