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You ever been so mad you get emotional wrap-around? I live there now


Also frequently geeking out about games as art and storytelling vehicles
Big time Baka Mitai for favourite karaoke
September 22, 2025 at 3:04 AM
Gonna be real with you, I would have expected to need to have kicked off in person before "ignore the crazy"

And today I found the full names of two ACC clients who were being considered for the Sept appt. Not going to publish those for obvious reasons, I shouldn't know those names. Priv a joke
September 22, 2025 at 2:06 AM
Included here is the intro of the CW:suicide attempt, and how I spoke to ACC prior to reading the OIA. Underlined are points I take issue with, such as regarding cannabis, which I had recently resumed, making "increased" true, but misleading. Blacked out are my own and uninvolved names.
September 22, 2025 at 1:22 AM
I'm interested in your cards based politics system. Will T/CCGs become the new conspiracies?
September 21, 2025 at 5:50 AM
For day 8, the final boss fight. I'm gonna go and say the absolute tactical genius on display at the finale of Y4 just steals it for me. It's so dumb, but I like the way it ties back with Akiyama's origin with some of the spectacle
September 21, 2025 at 5:43 AM
Goofed day 6's formatting, so it's not in thread.

Gotta give the favourite antagonist to Sagawa. He might not be as menacing, or physically imposing as some of the other enemies, but the difference in his dynamic compared to traditional big bads really makes him stand out.
September 20, 2025 at 1:37 AM
Not my way, there have been times I wished it was, but it isn't. It's still a trial to suffer under that, I don't have the benefit of being an unfeeling bureucracy with a captive audience, just hurt, anger and indignation to turn back against them. I'd rather just talk to the mediators though.

Fin
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Most of the reasons appear way back pre vitriol, I told them I don't mind how many reasons their mediators before they talk to me. Enough is enough. It was enough fuckin ages ago, obviously. It's felt at times like they're trying to drive me to that suicide attempt I never made.

13/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Every door to resolution was closed, but I'm cognizant even if you're on my side to this point, you'd probably flip teams pretty quick at a couple of the emails at least, RPs began asking why I want to speak to mediators. I told them to scroll up. I'm maintaining that position.

12/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
3 months agoish After ACC wouldn't listen, after they were made aware that while the decision is deferred I can't access advocacy, that the HDC p much said "well that IS what we deal with, but not acc," after I'd offered to forswear(recently rescinded) any compensation, I started being a dick

11/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
OIA2 contains at least one email predating the alteration which states it isn't even the first time i'd asked RP1 to cease contacting me after requesting a new Recovery Partner. After this we enter the realm of RPs 2&3.

This started off promising, but was just new faces on a stonewall.

10/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
I requested a second OIA, but this time real buddhist with the everything. Pretty much got the same thing, but RP1 did alter something idk what, and leave a signature the date before OIA2 was sent. The xmas break happened between request and sending, but that was expected.

9/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
I stopped delving the OIA, and started saying we had to iron out a way forward, coz this is just fucked at that point and I'm only doing all this shit one more time, so I want it fuckin concrete. I began requesting a change from RP1, repeatedly. I made clear I wanted RP1 nowhere near it.

8/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
The GP clinic named as where that was reported to be recorded did confirm that they've never heard of me, which was a relief, these records are supposed to be inviolate truths right? Even I doubted. I allegedly told my aunt which, just gonna do a trust me bro on that and say wasn't ever me then.

7/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Should note I twice requested mediation in said Oct. The first request of which, I did withdraw. Still with RP1 at this point, NDoc reckons they would have said same if I didn't try and end myself a couple of weeks before our interview.

6/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Turns out the appt was to try and stick me with Cannabis Abuse Disorder, which I had ceased using for several years prior to last. This took place Oct2024 Obviously I took issue with that, requested the 1st OIA I received, learned about the suicide attempt somewhere around here.

5/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
RP1 told me ACC didn't require the recording, I chose to correct hard info such as my age at the time of the event, and the unrelated error that having n siblings(a number correctly recorded) means I am the eldest of n+1, not n children. We had an appointment with a Dr this time, so no biggie?

4/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
While reading over the report NDoc generated, I noted that the way some of what I said had been transcribed shifted the meaning. It was understandable, but a miscommunication and as far as I was aware at this time the major issue. I offered RP1 a recording of the phone portion to illustrate.

3/
September 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM