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Bad Omens - Dethrone 🤘

It's going to be the best chapter of my life, simple as.

Good luck to him. Know it's the bandwagon to pile on the hate for him, but simple line is he just wasn't good enough for us. Hope he does well there.

Honestly appreciate that, thank you. I'll be going to my first one soon, had to get some time off work to do so.

Appreciate that thank you. Checking it out in the next week or so - had to book time off work to get to it.

I do like the premise of this to be honest. Just show up, and can talk as much or as little as you want with no pressure. Plenty of groups in my area too.

I guess when you hit rock bottom in life, there's only one direction you can go...

*sorry for the rambling. The anonymity of this platform makes me feel like I can get away with it...

But as said, compared to other people, that is nothing, and that's why I somewhat feel daft feeling sorry for myself. I've depersonalised that much I'm still numb to the reality, until I'm 4 pints deep and want to end it all... 🙄

On the flip side, 2 years ago I lost my dad, lost my brother in the most horrific way imaginable, left my job due to breakdown, ultimately spending months indoors on my own, which has now led to my 7 year relationship ending, losing my GF and my step son. Now 'homeless' with nothing and no one.

Feel like also my other main issue is that I'm so depersonalised right now due to it all, that if I was to actually go through therapy, would it backfire and make me face the reality of real life...

Everyone has issues and mine probably seem so small and daft in comparison...

Yeah, like the online therapy helped somewhat I can't lie about that, but it also just felt a little too impersonal, just a bit weird sitting and talking to a screen, and for some reason the time slot always seemed to be prevalent because it was literally on screen at all times, felt rushed.