i am unhappy. i do not like the presence i have. i do not like being seen. i do not want to be seen anymore. please, please, *please* do not message me

there is zero point in me continuing to do work that frustrates me to no end or continuing to pursue hobbies that i no longer enjoy. i am avoiding using the language i want as to not cause concern. but i am largely giving up on everything

tl;dr

lore reason: fire magic that is usually transferred out of the body via the throat/mouth, hands and feet
real reason: because it fucking looks cool

hard to feel like ive made any progress, to feel like what i put out is good

maybe i just resign and realize my dream is just that

guten morgen

i... i was going to anyway...

well YEAH i just meant for this doodle uueueehhhhhhhh

i meant to add a ton of freckles to the arms and chest but i forgot sorry

how it feels to live horribly