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jjyl-loto.bsky.social
L o t o
@jjyl-loto.bsky.social
ao3 writer | 🪷 | currently writing TOWASAS, a WangXian fic | t: wangxianslillotus | 🔞 | NSFW | MDZS & GENSHIN bc I'm fixated and dependent ♡
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Wei Wuxian's face blossoms with the brightest of smiles and this time he's the first one to steal a kiss.

"Then stay," Wei Wuxian whispers as he draws back, resting his forehead against Lan Wangji's.

"Mn."

And Lan Wangji stays.

//the end
October 16, 2023 at 7:50 PM
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to waste their time on someone who is below them.

Wei Wuxian sighs. A shame. Such a beauty only to be dimmed by the coldness and arrogance. Refusing to drink with someone was a sign of deep dislike. And clearly this Lan Wangji did not like Wei Wuxian at all.
October 16, 2023 at 7:34 PM
You should record them in audios so that when you get the inspiration, you can hear the ideas again!
September 29, 2023 at 2:41 PM
For the first time.

/pausing here. Idk where this will go!
September 29, 2023 at 4:51 AM
This was his Wei Ying, undoubtedly. He recognized him from a lifetime with him. But also, this was a younger version of him, probably high school.

It took him a few minutes to locate the memory, but from what WangJi could remember, this was the trip where WuXian took a liking to him as a friend.
September 29, 2023 at 4:50 AM
take it anymore.

"Are you okay?" Came the voice again, younger than it had been the day before, concerned but also confused. WangJi could hear it everything in the tones and demeanor of his voice.

Lan WangJi opened his eyes again, taking in a new reality that he knew he wouldn't be able to let go.
September 29, 2023 at 4:47 AM
surrounded by flowers.

When he woke up again, it was to wondering eyes, as silver as the shine of a sharpened sword.

"Are you awake yet, Lan Zhan?"

Lan WangJi had to close his eyes again. Breathed deeply once, then twice... and then hoped the hallucinations stopped because his heart couldn't
September 29, 2023 at 4:46 AM
Wei Ying didn't make it to the hospital. The nurses later told him that due to the great hit of the car, the blood coagulated inside his brain too fast for them to drain it safely.

Lan Zhan fell asleep on the funeral, kneeling in front of a closed coffin with a picture of his beloved on top,
September 29, 2023 at 4:42 AM
Just five weeks later, WangJi's phone rang ominously in the middle of the night, the ring tone he kept specifically for Wei Ying.

However, when he responded, it wasn't Wei Ying on the other side, but a passerby who'd pick up the phone to call the emergencies and any family the man could have.
September 29, 2023 at 4:40 AM
a couple minutes later.

Wei Ying apologized to him, then confessed while crying.

Lan WangJi held him tightly, close to his beating heart, where he would always belong.
September 29, 2023 at 4:39 AM
It wasn't long after that they crossed paths by accident, there's only so many places one can go while living in the same town.

MianMian went to talk with Wei Ying while Lan WangJi waited in a coffee shop just across the street.

The loud sound of a dry slap drew everyone's attention to them just
September 29, 2023 at 4:37 AM
WangJi spent all his hours wondering just what he'd done wrong to cause Wei Ying to make distance in between them. MianMian just grumbled whenever she noticed her friend too depressed. She knew perfectly well what was happening here, and she was getting fed up with Wei Ying's actions.
September 29, 2023 at 4:35 AM
After all, why would his long-time friend reject him so suddenly if not for WangJi doing something scandalous and annoying?

It went from bad to worse when Wei Ying also began neglecting their conversations over text. His responses were cut short, and the income of emojis and stickers dwindled.
September 29, 2023 at 4:33 AM
It began as simple as Wei Ying shortening their calls, later ignoring them and replying with messages that went from "Ah, sorry, Lan Zhan! I didn't hear the phone," to "I can't answer right now, Lan Zhan."

This rejection had made WangJi think he'd done something to make Wei Ying uncomfortable.
September 29, 2023 at 4:31 AM
MianMian had taken to eat with WangJi to prevent anyone else from annoying her during lunchtime.

Wei Ying, who was a good friend but not so good at understanding Lan WangJi's comfortable silences with MianMian (who knew Lan WangJi's feelings for Wei Ying) had misunderstood their relationship.
September 29, 2023 at 4:30 AM
tought Lan WangJi was going to date one of his co-workers, who'd been their classmate back during high school.

Yes, this person was MianMian.
September 29, 2023 at 4:29 AM
Wei Ying liked him and even loved him, but thinking these feelings were attached to pure friendship.

They'd been walking around each other for years since high school, then during college, then during their first months of work, only for Wei Ying to cave in when he
September 29, 2023 at 4:28 AM
Idk where this will go, but anyway.

So, Lan WangJi's boyfriend died on a Monday like any other.

They had been dating for a few weeks, but Lan WangJi had already been planning a life together with Wei Ying. He'd been doing so for a while, just not daring to make it a romantic dream, knowing
September 29, 2023 at 4:27 AM