Jewish poet; literature professor; crafter; fiber artist; editor. Queer, trans, disabled Iowan. You probably know me by another name. hmu for freelance editing, mss critique, sensitivity reader gigs.
I'm still trying to pay off nearly $3000 in medical bills from cancer treatment, and I'm facing the likelihood of losing insurance when the ACA is dismantled. Anything you can donate helps, and sharing also helps a ton.
I'm still trying to pay off nearly $3000 in medical bills from cancer treatment, and I'm facing the likelihood of losing insurance when the ACA is dismantled. Anything you can donate helps, and sharing also helps a ton.
This year's chemo is so much rougher (and hopefully more efficacious) than last year's. Daily pills and every three weeks, and infusion. Just when I start to feel a bit better, it's time for the next round. #FuckCancer
May 29, 2025 at 7:49 PM
This year's chemo is so much rougher (and hopefully more efficacious) than last year's. Daily pills and every three weeks, and infusion. Just when I start to feel a bit better, it's time for the next round. #FuckCancer
My cats knocked a huge tumbler of iced coffee onto my laptop a few weeks ago, and the keyboard stopped working. I've been using an external keyboard but mostly just using my phone as much as possible to let the computer fully dry out and now--the keyboard works again! Hooray! Cannot afford a new one
May 29, 2025 at 7:28 PM
My cats knocked a huge tumbler of iced coffee onto my laptop a few weeks ago, and the keyboard stopped working. I've been using an external keyboard but mostly just using my phone as much as possible to let the computer fully dry out and now--the keyboard works again! Hooray! Cannot afford a new one
Also, I feel like shit, and I live alone so I still have to drive myself to treatment and feed myself and take out the garbage. I barely have the energy to get through the day, let alone offer cogent thoughts on geopolitical events. Sorry/not sorry. I just can't handle the news right now.
May 24, 2025 at 5:02 PM
Also, I feel like shit, and I live alone so I still have to drive myself to treatment and feed myself and take out the garbage. I barely have the energy to get through the day, let alone offer cogent thoughts on geopolitical events. Sorry/not sorry. I just can't handle the news right now.
I didn't expect the anger that comes with cancer, either. So much anger about so many things. Anger that, on top of chronic illnesses I got cancer. Anger that I'm going through this alone, and ppl are too freaked out abt cancer to talk about it with me, and all I want to do is talk and not be alone.
May 24, 2025 at 5:00 PM
I didn't expect the anger that comes with cancer, either. So much anger about so many things. Anger that, on top of chronic illnesses I got cancer. Anger that I'm going through this alone, and ppl are too freaked out abt cancer to talk about it with me, and all I want to do is talk and not be alone.
Cancer is so lonely. I have trouble sleeping, so I just lie awake and wonder what I did wrong to end up alone through all of this. I am divorced, and I don't miss that abusive relationship, but I never anticipated I would be so alone at middle age.
May 24, 2025 at 4:55 PM
Cancer is so lonely. I have trouble sleeping, so I just lie awake and wonder what I did wrong to end up alone through all of this. I am divorced, and I don't miss that abusive relationship, but I never anticipated I would be so alone at middle age.
I had to take down my #MutualAid last night on FB because of vicious harassment for being n on b * n ary. Raised $60 I think yesterday! $300 to go for EEG $200 for HRT! $200 for "med food" rx for bones! thx!
Falling in my garage was really not on my agenda this week, and it has messed me up. So much pain on top of chronic pain, hence why I started the comfort show rewatch. It is, actually, comforting.
May 15, 2025 at 6:55 PM
Falling in my garage was really not on my agenda this week, and it has messed me up. So much pain on top of chronic pain, hence why I started the comfort show rewatch. It is, actually, comforting.
Excellent news yesterday, though: I was offered courses to teach for every term next year at my local uni! So relieved bc not having that income this semester has been devastating for my finances.
May 15, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Excellent news yesterday, though: I was offered courses to teach for every term next year at my local uni! So relieved bc not having that income this semester has been devastating for my finances.
I'm mad about posting here, but I'm heading back into treatment for my endometrial cancer, so I am once again asking for your support. gofund.me/95dfa98d
I'm mad about posting here, but I'm heading back into treatment for my endometrial cancer, so I am once again asking for your support. gofund.me/95dfa98d
tariffs imposing a white supremacist hegemony nobody fucking wants, even on your fucking taste buds, brought to you by the guy who puts ketchup on his well-done steaks
really feel like writing something on how steep tariffs may destroy restaurants that depend on imported ingredients to replicate non-American flavors—and thus spark a movement toward more conservative, blander food scenes throughout the US
April 9, 2025 at 12:09 PM
tariffs imposing a white supremacist hegemony nobody fucking wants, even on your fucking taste buds, brought to you by the guy who puts ketchup on his well-done steaks
Some days I wake up so cloudy-headed it feels hard to muddle through the basics of life. Other days I wake up normal and it’s so wonderful. Today is a cloudy day.
April 6, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Some days I wake up so cloudy-headed it feels hard to muddle through the basics of life. Other days I wake up normal and it’s so wonderful. Today is a cloudy day.
Trump's antisemitism agenda isn't about the Jews. I wrote about how the president and his allies are using the pretext of protecting Jews to protect their policies from criticism, while advancing an agenda that most American Jews oppose. Gift link:
Trump's antisemitism agenda isn't about the Jews. I wrote about how the president and his allies are using the pretext of protecting Jews to protect their policies from criticism, while advancing an agenda that most American Jews oppose. Gift link:
The US tariffs were designed by dipshit sex pest failsons asking chatgpt to regurgitate a trade policy for them, it's literally a chatgpt tax on Americans.
Calling it the chatgpt tax on American consumers kills two fucked up birds with one stone
As an adjunct prof, I do think there is an antisemitism problem on campus, but it’s not abt ceasefire protests. Not exactly. Should probably write abt this sometime in a longer form than a skeet.
the NYT vertical for Palestine protest crackdowns was called “antisemitism on campus” for quite a while last year. I also heard it was the name of their internal Slack channel.
April 4, 2025 at 1:58 PM
As an adjunct prof, I do think there is an antisemitism problem on campus, but it’s not abt ceasefire protests. Not exactly. Should probably write abt this sometime in a longer form than a skeet.