Submitted by @javiercoronalopez.bsky.social

I'm hopeful that I'll succeed and that I might pass, I just have to try and be positive and not be in an unhappy state, so that I don't have to be struggling anymore.

Anyways, that's all, goodbye for now, and take care guys. ✌️

this left me with no choice. Not to mention that I also got my phone taken away due to using it as a distraction tool.

Due to all these factors combined, effective immediately, I am taking a much-needed break from social media, indefinitely. Really, I would want to keep posting for you guys, but me failing math, getting distracted, lack of getting help, me doing absolutely nothing, and other reasons related to-

math, I don't know any solutions for said subject, I never told my mom about resources I was suggested for after meetings, I don't know ANYTHING to do!!!

Also, I don't even know what I want to be under my computer science major!

I haven't asked for help, I wasn't being conscious, I'm mostly on screens, I've barely been outside, my mental health is ass right now, I'm still not learning to do stuff on my own like looking for resources, I go blank in-

I have also been lacking peace in my life since I was in an unhappy state, and I was in that exact state when I was taking my quizzes and exam.

I am also still having trouble going through a change in college, and it's REALLY hard as fuck going through it.

On September 7, I was getting so anxious about my second quiz that I almost had an anxiety attack. But I began feeling calm after I went and walked outside for a while.

I have gone to tutoring on campus, and used NetTutor on my laptop, but it was not much since I immediately forgot about what I learned. In high school, I used to be good at math, but now, I'm failing it due lack of understanding, poor time-management, and me doomscrolling on social media.

In the first weeks after my in-person class, I was not going to tutoring and was just wandering around the college campus after having lunch, and my mom was upset with me for that.

anxious.

Also during those weeks, I had three quizzes and one exam. For the first quiz, I got a 67.7 out of 100, a 10 on my second one, and a 12 on my exam (which I could've gotten half credit on if I studied), and my third quiz is yet to be graded at the time I'm posting this.