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@janeventfollower.bsky.social
vent acc of @xxroseprotoxx.bsky.social
"Isnt this what you wanted from me?" /lyr
same dni as on main
Pinned
this account may include

- fear (very common)
- depressive moodswings (less common)
- horny thoughts (extremely rare)
- freaky jokes im too afraid to say on main (somewhat rare)
- Herobrine
December 8, 2025 at 11:32 PM
NOBODY SEES IT
December 8, 2025 at 10:33 PM
my instinct to self-destruct is very rampant because it's nearing texel's birthday

please bear with me during this
December 8, 2025 at 8:52 PM
i know what happened to me
December 8, 2025 at 8:46 PM
One of the only people i know that's still around saw some flaws in me

𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘀𝗲𝗲?
December 8, 2025 at 8:20 PM
I'm taking the spot of someone else that deserved it much better

i was never meant to last this long, i wish the hospital never let me live
December 8, 2025 at 8:16 PM
Maybe if i completely isolated myself, nobody would be hurt by the bad luck i bring
December 8, 2025 at 8:11 PM
their lives have taken a turn for the worse when i decided to be with any of them
December 8, 2025 at 8:04 PM
but do i have the heart to
December 8, 2025 at 7:59 PM
December 8, 2025 at 7:44 PM
the compelling urge to self-sabotage and cut all of my long hair that i grew out over years because i hate myself is growing
December 8, 2025 at 7:41 PM
December 8, 2025 at 6:33 PM
December 8, 2025 at 6:12 PM
You only hated me because I reminded you of your past mistake.
December 8, 2025 at 5:00 PM
December 8, 2025 at 3:54 PM
12
another distressing dream
December 8, 2025 at 1:24 PM
torn polaroids
December 7, 2025 at 11:00 PM
why did you do the things you did
i just want closure
i just can't understand why you hurt me so much
why you've cared for nobody but yourself
why you couldn't just change for the better
December 7, 2025 at 9:25 PM
you again
December 7, 2025 at 9:20 PM
am i only an exception because you want something?
you can just ask.
you dont have to lie
December 7, 2025 at 5:10 PM
questioning everything
December 7, 2025 at 5:00 PM
a distant shadow of what was
December 7, 2025 at 4:41 PM
all i am and ever was is a replacement for a lover that's been so distant with you
December 7, 2025 at 4:19 PM
longing so much it hurts
December 7, 2025 at 4:11 PM
perfect world crumbling
December 7, 2025 at 4:00 PM