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insideushere.bsky.social
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@insideushere.bsky.social
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Minors/TERFs/zionists DNI 🚫

18+ (me&everyone I draw)
she/her bi mess. awkward enough to make people wonder if I am a bot

latest art: 📌. more in feeds, mainly #BaldursGate3 - Astarion x Awbonee #awstarion

ama/comm status:
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If you see this, post your bird art 🐦

gotta draw more birbs
painterly study of a peregrine falcon in flight watercolour of a long tailed tit unfinished painterly style portrait of awbonee and a crow familiar, with baldur's gate in the background
November 10, 2025 at 4:31 PM
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we meet again, "turning random anatomy studies into awstarion sketches because what's the point otherwise, and let me quickly add some messed clothing because i can now". it's been a while.

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #awstarion
rough lineart sketch of astarion fucking awbonee from behind while he masturbates her pulling her underwear to the side. his other hand is holding hers, and her top is torn and pulled down, leaving her boobs free
November 8, 2025 at 10:18 PM
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hey so this (part of a whole thing i can't show yet) actually made it to the finish line 6 months after i started working on it! maybe there's hope yet for my pile of wips!

#bitterwip #awbonee
same cropped image of awbonee licking the underside of a dick, as in the quoted post, but this time coloured. there's cum running down her fingers and her hair is up in a messy pseudo edwardian style
November 7, 2025 at 6:46 PM
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thank you so much for the chance, i love your portraits 💜💜💜 would love to see my tav Awbonee in your style

tagging @somftancunin.bsky.social !
bg3 screenshot of awbonee wearing the lady of the spores dress by arideyya
November 5, 2025 at 1:09 PM
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#Tavember Day 4: Hygiene

awbonee will bathe as often as possible but can suck it up with rag baths for a long while. she does take care of her skin with oils

(have y'all read the fic i won in @somftancunin.bsky.social's giveaway it has some excellent bathing ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 archiveofourown.org/works/72399176)
digital art of awbonee cleaning her neck with a rag
November 4, 2025 at 6:30 PM
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my parents sent me huesos de santo ("saint bones"), a typical all saints spanish sweet that is basically a little bit of marzipan and a shitload of sugar held together by egg yolk 🥹🥹🥹
a neatly piled box of traditional huesos de santo sweets, they are marzipan shaped like pieces of bone and filled with sugared egg yolk
November 4, 2025 at 10:04 AM
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aside from all the bg3 stuff one of my goals in 2026 is to draw at least one more carnivàle character in this style (probably sofie or jonesy) and continue crying about my favourite series ever to the other 2 people who watched
digital art poster showing brother justin crowe from carnivale standing in front of a microphone. in the background there's a dead tree and an atomic bomb explosion. the frame has motifs of masks, scithes, coins and corns
November 3, 2025 at 8:05 AM
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after that all goes to shit she follows her grandfather advice and enters an upper city academy in a scholarship. she does well in school because she can be very dedicated if she sets herself a goal, but eventually that goes to shit too 🤡
digital art of a teen awbonee standing in front of an ivy covered wall. she's wearing a plain grey dress and holding a heavy book and some scrolls behind her. there is a rat looking at her by the wall
November 2, 2025 at 7:24 PM
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#tavember day 2: education

up until ~13 awbonee went to school in rivington or was mentored by her elven grandfather, but her real education was with her Gur grandma, who took her away often and was preparing her to join them permanently as a monster hunter

#tavqotd #awbonee
a colour drawing of awbonee as a young teen dressed in an embroidered best and wide trousers, she's holding a bloodied sack behind her and carrying a carcaj and bow on her back. her clothes and face are stained and bruised and she has ribbons in her hair
November 2, 2025 at 7:24 PM
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october's journal is done. thank you to everyone who participated in the kinktober request pool - i am really sorry i cannot do all of them (i may pick them back up for kinkmas). i have one request, one comm, and one giveaway prize left to do, and then i will be taking things slower for a bit
screenshot of the paper app showing 21 pages with different sketches i did over kinktober along with a couple of blurred pages that are ongoing zine pieces
November 1, 2025 at 5:54 PM
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cw: a bit of blood

we're getting close to release and i can now show you a small part of my piece for @lovemarriagebg3.bsky.social !

#nsfwart #baldursgate3 #awstarion
a graphic with the logo of love & marriage, a baldur's gate 3 fanzine, and a crop out of my piece for it. the crop shows astarion hugging awbonee from behind and grabbing her boob, he has blood on hid mouth and fingertips. text under the image says "coming soon"
November 1, 2025 at 1:55 PM
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cw somnophilia
#kinktober 17 - somno

@israfela1.bsky.social requested piratestarion/iris 💜💜

#bittersketch #baldursgate3 #bloodshanty
colour sketch of piratestarion fucking iris while they're asleep
November 1, 2025 at 10:58 AM
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Search "ship dynamics" on Pinterest and share your tav's relationship dynamics with their LI!
#tavqotd
apple meme sketch with astarion and awbonee's profiles forming the bitten parts of the apple. this apple's meat is red and its skin is black doodle showing: character A (obnoxious with low self steem) saying "oh cmon yknow you love me" character B (earnest + straightforward) saying "no, yeah, i do" character A shocked saying "WHAT?!!" ship dynamic sketch of character B holding character A's face in their hands while character A blushes. text says "A is touch starved. B can't stop touching A"
October 30, 2025 at 9:19 AM
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for now you can have the face that wasn't completely cursed and maybe pray for the curse to be lifted

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #astarion
rough lineart sketch of astarion looking down
October 30, 2025 at 7:31 AM
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congrats on 1k, your art is amazing 💜💜 leaving my tav here for a chance to get hit by the chibification ray
painterly portrait of awbonee, a half elf ranger with red hair and coral eyes, the left side of her face is covered by burns and the sclera in that eye has turned black bg3 screenshot of awbonee wearing the spidersilk armour standing in the foyer of the rosymorn monastery
October 29, 2025 at 11:10 AM
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#tavqotd possibly #nsfw

Show me the photo your Tav sends to their "parent"(familial endearment) vs. the photo they send to their love interest.😉

has not updated her official, faerun fb/linkedin portrait in 10 years and probably won't anytime soon but astarion gets up to date ones 😌
painterly style portrait of awbonee sketch of awbonee naked except for her underwear, which she's pushing down to her knees
October 28, 2025 at 12:22 PM
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#kinktober 16 - size difference, lingerie

@mazzamac95.bsky.social requested ye goode olde sansan ship 💜

#bittersketch #asoiaf #sansan
colour sketch of sansa lying in bed with her shift pulled up, while sandor licks her boob. both her hands are tangled in his hair and she's smiling looking down
October 26, 2025 at 12:02 PM
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#inktober 15 - body worship

i love them so much 😭

#bittersketch #baldursgate3 #awstarion
colour sketch of awbonee standing almost naked with her hair tumbling over one shoulder and covering the half of her face that is not scarred. she has her underwear down by her knees and is looking down at astarion, who's kissing her hip with his eyes closed. one of his hands is grabbing her boob while holding up her shirt, the other is between her legs
October 24, 2025 at 5:04 PM
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~i'm back in the fucking building (again)~
tav creation screen but it's the same tav as usual
October 24, 2025 at 2:53 PM
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#kinktober 14 - creampie

galezel requested by a strawpage anon 💜

#bittersketch #baldursgate3 #galezel
colour sketch of laezel riding gale reverse cowgirl, he has a hand on her waist and the other on her leg and has just cum she's rubbing the cum and gale's dick still inside her
October 23, 2025 at 3:58 PM
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cw blood

#kinktober 13 - face sitting, piercings

my toxic yuri otp making its bi-yearly appearance 💜

#bittersketch #baldursgate3 #minthara #orinthered
colour sketch of orin sitting on minthara's face, orin is wearing only her headdress and body chains including one hanging from her nipple piercings
October 19, 2025 at 1:05 PM
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#kinktober 12 - masturbation

@planetcoma.bsky.social requested some hellspawn 💜💜💜

#bittersketch #baldursgate3 #astarion #karlach
colour sketch of karlach sitting on astarion masturbating him
October 18, 2025 at 7:43 PM
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#kinktober 11 - altar sex, priest kink, nun kink

cw for all the above i guess

@ajsemprini.bsky.social requested priest!astarion x nun!eldari AU 💜💜 (i actually drew her name and had been fighting this for a couple of days before she surprised me with the vp 🥲🥲🥲)

#bittersketch #baldursgate3
rough colour sketch of priest astarion eating nun eldari out on an altar while finger fucking her. he's fully dressed, she has her stockings still on, her underwear around her knees, and her habit pulled up. she is holding a rosary
October 17, 2025 at 8:54 PM
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thank you for the chance 💜💜💜
bg3 screenshot of astarion and awbonee, a half elf woman with red hair, he's pinning her against an ivy covered wall with his back to the camera, his face buried in her neck, she's putting his arms around him and has her eyes closed
October 17, 2025 at 5:57 PM
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i made some noises only dogs can hear when going through them 🥲🥲
bg3 shot taken by @ajsemprini, awbonee is on her knees wanking astarion while he arched his back and looks down at her bg3 vp shot taken by @ajsemprini, a pregnant awbonee is reverse cowgirl riding astarion supporting herself with her hands on his chest. he has his hands behind his head bg3 vp shot taken by @ajsemprini, pregnant awbonee is sucking astarion off on her knees, he has his hands on his hips and looks like he's enjoying it
October 17, 2025 at 7:01 AM