just don't turn left at the crossroads--

I need to fucking scream

even worse I'm being forcefully delegated to being said neglectful person-- my former incubator's fucking emotional support animal in these situations despite my busy work schedule, but not like it fucking matters to anyone in this household...

idc if this makes me sound selfish but not only has my schedule for this month been nuked out the window but likely entirely gone for what's gonna happen after... I can't even go into detail without getting mad at the situation

every moment I have an opportunity it's stripped from me from just... unavoidable disaster after unavoidable disaster... all cause the necessary calls to prevent this were never made by the right people
caught taking care of more than I should.. drainign...