illusTRAE.
@illuxtrae.bsky.social
Dev. Gamer. Introvert. Pro 🤎. 🏳️🌈. 🏳️⚧️.
“N*gga feel like he entitled cuz he knew me since a kid, Biish I cut my granny off if she’on see it how I see it” - K.Dot
Current 🎮: TBD
#Blacksky #Gamedev #Blackskygamers
“N*gga feel like he entitled cuz he knew me since a kid, Biish I cut my granny off if she’on see it how I see it” - K.Dot
Current 🎮: TBD
#Blacksky #Gamedev #Blackskygamers
My mom was my best friend… and I was to her so much she didn’t even want a funeral and told me to get life insurance to take of me… I never did it cause I felt like that would be predicting her leaving…. I thought we had more time. My higher power is on time out for exactly 7 days and 7 nights…
September 17, 2025 at 1:53 AM
My mom was my best friend… and I was to her so much she didn’t even want a funeral and told me to get life insurance to take of me… I never did it cause I felt like that would be predicting her leaving…. I thought we had more time. My higher power is on time out for exactly 7 days and 7 nights…
Not for nothing today I loss my mom… and years ago I loss my only brother so I’m pretty much alone… and I’m tired.. idk wha to do idk where to turn idk shit. The one thing I do know is I’m finna use my five days of bereavement getting extremely fucked up to the point I’m incoherent to everything.
September 17, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Not for nothing today I loss my mom… and years ago I loss my only brother so I’m pretty much alone… and I’m tired.. idk wha to do idk where to turn idk shit. The one thing I do know is I’m finna use my five days of bereavement getting extremely fucked up to the point I’m incoherent to everything.
Damn my mom passed away today. I wasn’t as prepared as I thought…. it happened too fast..
September 16, 2025 at 9:03 PM
Damn my mom passed away today. I wasn’t as prepared as I thought…. it happened too fast..
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Torn between wanting to stay up on current events and wanting to shut everything off because it keeps getting progressively worse
August 29, 2025 at 2:01 AM
Torn between wanting to stay up on current events and wanting to shut everything off because it keeps getting progressively worse
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Me: I want to write something
> doesn’t write something
Me: I want to code something
> doesn’t code something
Me: I want to reply to messages
> doesn’t reply to messages
Me: I want to do something I like
> doesn’t do something I like
Why am I like this
> doesn’t write something
Me: I want to code something
> doesn’t code something
Me: I want to reply to messages
> doesn’t reply to messages
Me: I want to do something I like
> doesn’t do something I like
Why am I like this
August 28, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Me: I want to write something
> doesn’t write something
Me: I want to code something
> doesn’t code something
Me: I want to reply to messages
> doesn’t reply to messages
Me: I want to do something I like
> doesn’t do something I like
Why am I like this
> doesn’t write something
Me: I want to code something
> doesn’t code something
Me: I want to reply to messages
> doesn’t reply to messages
Me: I want to do something I like
> doesn’t do something I like
Why am I like this
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Everything and nothing is funny at the same time.
August 28, 2025 at 9:25 PM
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The Agenda on trans people is wild.. I wish they cut it out. It’s old and tired. Putting focus on the 0.8% as they rob everyone out of tax dollars..
August 28, 2025 at 7:11 PM
The Agenda on trans people is wild.. I wish they cut it out. It’s old and tired. Putting focus on the 0.8% as they rob everyone out of tax dollars..
The fact I had to call xfinity repeatedly to cancel service cause the worker didn’t want to disconnect my service just made me never want to be a customer again. It’s a bulk account I’m not even paying for the service… yet yall refuse to cancel as if another tenant isn’t moving in…
August 25, 2025 at 2:28 PM
The fact I had to call xfinity repeatedly to cancel service cause the worker didn’t want to disconnect my service just made me never want to be a customer again. It’s a bulk account I’m not even paying for the service… yet yall refuse to cancel as if another tenant isn’t moving in…
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Whew, it’s a lot of shit going on in the world. I’m tired.
August 23, 2025 at 12:11 AM
Whew, it’s a lot of shit going on in the world. I’m tired.
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I woke myself up cause I punched myself in my head… df going on..
August 23, 2025 at 2:31 PM
I woke myself up cause I punched myself in my head… df going on..
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i need a new job but job hunting is the worst thing ever
August 13, 2025 at 3:28 AM
i need a new job but job hunting is the worst thing ever
Damn. $23k car and the shit won’t start it ain’t even been 60 days. Don’t bother with Carvana cause wtf
August 12, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Damn. $23k car and the shit won’t start it ain’t even been 60 days. Don’t bother with Carvana cause wtf
1 20oz soda 1 pack of woods. $10.08. Insane… I wanna say “back in my day…” cuz df..
August 10, 2025 at 12:02 AM
1 20oz soda 1 pack of woods. $10.08. Insane… I wanna say “back in my day…” cuz df..
The way I’m mentally checked out.
August 9, 2025 at 2:08 PM
The way I’m mentally checked out.
3800.00 pay check and only see 2600.00 of it is insane. I’m going exempt..
August 1, 2025 at 12:36 PM
3800.00 pay check and only see 2600.00 of it is insane. I’m going exempt..
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I need to figure out my next move. I been super stressed with work and life. Seems like every 3 years it’s the same cycle me starting all over looking for “happiness” that ain’t never finna come.
July 24, 2025 at 5:33 PM
I need to figure out my next move. I been super stressed with work and life. Seems like every 3 years it’s the same cycle me starting all over looking for “happiness” that ain’t never finna come.
I miss my dog.
Goodnite.
Goodnite.
July 24, 2025 at 3:07 AM
I miss my dog.
Goodnite.
Goodnite.
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I know I'm old cuz "YN" and "fine shyt" annoy me
July 23, 2025 at 10:19 PM
I know I'm old cuz "YN" and "fine shyt" annoy me
Sitting in the bathroom for hours in the am to text somebody is wild. lol just be single? lol df
July 23, 2025 at 12:12 PM
Sitting in the bathroom for hours in the am to text somebody is wild. lol just be single? lol df
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I do not understand what possesses someone to say, “I don’t care what they say about you, I like you!” Cause bitch, who is “they” and wtf are they saying? 😭😂
July 22, 2025 at 10:30 PM
I do not understand what possesses someone to say, “I don’t care what they say about you, I like you!” Cause bitch, who is “they” and wtf are they saying? 😭😂