if you unretire after a year on the couch it’s a go home be a family man situation. if you unretire after 5 years on the couch you just like being in situations

to some degree a coward, and that being a coward doesn't disqualify her from being brave or heroic. but that first breakdown over ifrit was definitely hard on her, and it shaped a lot of her feelings going forward about the tempered, the beastmen, and even the scions.

rare ability to do so with the echo, but she's also a coward and someone who has been irreversibly scarred by carteneau. it isn't the last time she runs away from the hero's call, it's a struggle she always carries with her because i think it's important to her character that she remains

simply because it's too heavy and ugly for either of them to face head on. l'aiha only returns to the scions shortly before the venture into toto-rak, and only because of a lot of exposure therapy through ifrit-egi with y'mhitra. she WANTS to help, and she understands she has a rather

betrayal and a sense of failure. it destroyed, maybe permanently, any chance she and thancred had at a normal coworker relationship; their mutual guilt over how they treated each other throughout ARR is something that has followed them both ever since, and they've never managed to reconcile it

it was something she had to internalize later), how abandoned and neglected she felt by thancred during the confrontation with the amalj'aa and how, if he in all his experience had been there, maybe they wouldn't have ended up in that situation to begin with—all accumulated in both a sense of

impossible to resist impulses/compulsions to readjust in bed very frequently; something to do with i think micro spasms in the muscles that potassium can help alleviate/control. on bad nights i eat as much of a banana as i can stand and it helps a shitload, but any high-potassium food should do!

not to backseat doctor at you but have you tried a big chunk of potassium right before bed, like a banana or something? :0 this reminds me a bit of restless leg syndrome (both me and my dad have/had it) and i can't exactly remember the mechanisms atm but it has very similar

(cold-blooded not because i am mean or ruthless but because i have bad circulation. to be clear)

you need to understand if it was socially acceptable i WOULD just say my gender is kobold/lizard/frog 99% of the time because the vibes are immaculate. that's me. that's my essence fundamentally. cold-blooded little freaklet that wigs people out

no matter what i do i CANNOT get my mom specifically to give enough of a fuck to stop leaving her garlic and onion-laced shit everywhere and i can't possibly babysit all the fucking dishes she leaves all over the house. i'm at wits fucking end. i already almost had to take him to the vet once.

our planet and other humans at the unconscionable scale genai is. i promise it's out there. i also promise it's going to take effort and time. that's the price of art. that's what makes it rewarding and meaningful beyond pretty colors we wanna show off. that's the point. you got this.

but it doesn't have to be drawing, or painting, or scraping a utensil against a page or tablet. you're allowed to hate the shit out of how doing that feels and never stop hating it and still find an art form that works for you, is rewarding for you, is worth the work to you, AND isn't hurting