LIVING DURGE GIRL
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He/it | MINOR [15] | This is a vent account. Don’t repost my shit. I’ll block you if I don’t want you interacting.
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return of mid i dont even post here much anymore i figured out how to stop talking
lowkey forgot why I changed this accounts name
December 5, 2025 at 8:31 PM
return of mid i dont even post here much anymore i figured out how to stop talking
lowkey forgot why I changed this accounts name
December 5, 2025 at 8:30 PM
lowkey forgot why I changed this accounts name
Goated as fuck but oh my god
Sometimes I think about that time I went for a walk with my mother and she started telling me about how when she was younger she used to date multiple guys at once without their knowledge just for fun and she didn't love any of them. She never even mentioned them as boyfriends in the past
December 2, 2025 at 10:53 PM
Goated as fuck but oh my god
Sometimes I think about that time I went for a walk with my mother and she started telling me about how when she was younger she used to date multiple guys at once without their knowledge just for fun and she didn't love any of them. She never even mentioned them as boyfriends in the past
December 2, 2025 at 10:52 PM
Sometimes I think about that time I went for a walk with my mother and she started telling me about how when she was younger she used to date multiple guys at once without their knowledge just for fun and she didn't love any of them. She never even mentioned them as boyfriends in the past
If I did it again I think the effect would start to stack
November 27, 2025 at 8:38 PM
If I did it again I think the effect would start to stack
My life is sooo difficult
November 27, 2025 at 8:26 PM
My life is sooo difficult
I just really wish that
November 27, 2025 at 3:16 AM
I just really wish that
Imagine if I’d been a cis boy. Everything could’ve been so different
November 27, 2025 at 3:13 AM
They’re going to make me a metaphor for something I’m not and then they themselves will become a metaphor for dying while transgender and having someone who wasn’t you be remembered
I feel like I’m a bad actor in a mediocre horror tragedy film that has no clear direction and that’s themes will be misinterpreted dramatically
November 27, 2025 at 3:12 AM
They’re going to make me a metaphor for something I’m not and then they themselves will become a metaphor for dying while transgender and having someone who wasn’t you be remembered
Yeah
I’m already dead even though the inciting incident for it hasn’t happened yet. I’m not really a person.
November 27, 2025 at 3:09 AM
Yeah
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I DON’T NECESSARILY BELIEVE ANY OF MY DELUSIONS I’M JUST CATERING TO THEM RECREATIONALLY IN CASE THEY ARE REAL AND SOMETHING AWFUL HAPPENS TO ME THAT WOULD BE SOLELY MY FAULT FOR BREAKING ONE OF THEM
November 27, 2025 at 3:08 AM
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In my mind it feels like it would be a just action.
In my mind it feels like it would be a just action and an understandable response to what’s been happening to me, but I know logically it shouldn’t be. And I’d like to avoid prison believe it or not
November 27, 2025 at 3:06 AM
In my mind it feels like it would be a just action.
Genuinely what is the point though. For what purpose
It's just such an gross thing. And everyone is so entitled about it. Awful self imposed connection to someone that makes no sense to exist if not to just act as a prerequisite to sex. What's the point
I'm gonna start dry heaving if I see another mention of romance today
November 27, 2025 at 3:02 AM
Genuinely what is the point though. For what purpose
How the fuck was this 23 days ago. This was 5 days ago maximum
crazy shit in durgeworld today. oh my god as i was typing this i just felt my heart physically skip a beat ow that hurt
November 27, 2025 at 3:01 AM
How the fuck was this 23 days ago. This was 5 days ago maximum
Genuinely has said at most one sentence to me in the last like 4 months but I still want him dead every single day
November 27, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Genuinely has said at most one sentence to me in the last like 4 months but I still want him dead every single day
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It’s actually a gotta remember it’s a life sentence LIFE
It’s feeling like it’s gonna be a gotta remember it’s a life sentence week again
September 27, 2025 at 9:13 PM
It’s actually a gotta remember it’s a life sentence LIFE
Starting to feel like this again.
Gotta remember that it's a life sentence
Me after non-stop insulting my son and making fun of him for messing something up until he locks himself in the bathroom to cry for twenty minutes: Well it’s not MY fault
November 27, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Starting to feel like this again.
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Forgot to add
>having to remember it’s a life sentence
>having to remember it’s a life sentence
Recent revelations have been great;
>rotting from the inside
>fundamentally wrong within my mind
>already dead and waiting for my body to realise
>emotions waning
>on borrowed time
>rotting from the inside
>fundamentally wrong within my mind
>already dead and waiting for my body to realise
>emotions waning
>on borrowed time
September 7, 2025 at 11:59 AM
Forgot to add
>having to remember it’s a life sentence
>having to remember it’s a life sentence
Durge wallowing importance list apparently puts “transgender dysphoria” on the same level as “delusion that I will cause the end of the world.” That totally makes sense thank you me
I already spent 12 months wallowing every day about the end of the world being my fault I can’t be bothered to wallow about anything less important than that
November 27, 2025 at 2:52 AM
Durge wallowing importance list apparently puts “transgender dysphoria” on the same level as “delusion that I will cause the end of the world.” That totally makes sense thank you me
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Also there’s no point in it and as much as I love doing things for no point literally nothing will come out of it that I won’t have to dig myself out of again later and all my slots for issues that are doing that are full already
Ngl I can never fully tap in to the self loathing stuff because I still just don’t feel like me. I’m barely a person my body isn’t mine why would I even do that
November 11, 2025 at 1:13 PM
Also there’s no point in it and as much as I love doing things for no point literally nothing will come out of it that I won’t have to dig myself out of again later and all my slots for issues that are doing that are full already
I think my dad is having medical issues. PLEASE BE CANCER
November 26, 2025 at 8:57 PM
I think my dad is having medical issues. PLEASE BE CANCER