i personally have been radicalized to the DOTA2 model that overwatch has since adopted of. well. once a year we're going to shake the baby. we are going to change the entire video game. because we think it will be fun. and everyone just has to accept that no true or perfect DOTA2 will ever exist.

this has come after like every three or four months like clockwork, esports teams begin doing some weird new form of unorthodox pick or laneswap that the developers have to rush out solutions for to ensure they are playing league of legends correctly, in turn creating new problems. it's so funny.

i am thankful for japanese professional wrestlers becuase they always remind me why i go to the gym. they keep my eye on the ball. they keep my eye on a lot of things.

when league of legends being bad was a stock internet punchline for so long as a league player it has been really hard to try and explain to people that. no. it's actually gotten really bad this past year. riot is completely scrambling. shit like this keeps happening. www.dexerto.com/league-of-le...

anyway i have half a pants.

to be fair by any reasonable estimation niran was like inexplicably 6'10" or something crazy. reducing his height by 8% is still over 6' so like it's not like his grindr profile is losing any traffic.

can voiceroid read english at this point i kind of want to lean into the other aesthetic here.

even if it's only a sometimes treat the day i learned how modern fish food safety actually works... eye opening... this video lives in my head in particular. youtu.be/nx-1NLI4Ahk?...

i think i could make regal brian's shirt in an afternoon by this point. it's brian's shirt.

showing these to everyone in class and they just kind politely of went "oh... i understand why you aren't taking the normal menswear drafting class..." to me.

fabric shopping really made the final piece click. my brain hates when creative choices are literally infinite. but falling in love with two meters of one specific type of deadstock fabric? and then being electrocuted by the idea of what it is clearly asking to become? that's so natural and easy.

i am so like... over the moon right now... i really did start drawing because i loved costume design and the question of figuring out what someone would wear. it always felt so easy to just make decisions driven by what someone, real or fictional, would need or enjoy.

but now... it's real?