hetvic
@hetvic.bsky.social
She/they
Guitarist in Vokonis | schizotismatic artist failing at philosophy 🐦⬛
Fuck fascism 🏴
Guitarist in Vokonis | schizotismatic artist failing at philosophy 🐦⬛
Fuck fascism 🏴
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hetvic
@hetvic.bsky.social
· Jan 13
ｋｅｔｓｕｂａｎ – けつばん – The schizoflows of one or several cyborgs.
ketsuban.noblogs.org
I invite you to my madness 🫖
Me:
character selected: “today i am woman as performance art.”
crit attack: “reality was consensual until now.”
idle: *softly humming the Firelink Shrine theme*
level up: “it believes i have improved. adorable.”
dying: “ah. recursion.”
revived: “death was more of a misunderstanding, really.”
character selected: “today i am woman as performance art.”
crit attack: “reality was consensual until now.”
idle: *softly humming the Firelink Shrine theme*
level up: “it believes i have improved. adorable.”
dying: “ah. recursion.”
revived: “death was more of a misunderstanding, really.”
my barks if I were an rpg companion:
arriving at location: "i hate it here"
character selected: "I am dynamite"
character selected: "my tummy hurts"
crit attack: "the story ends like this"
idle: *humming Hot Butter - Popcorn*
interacting with a merchant: "they will not survive the coming winter"
arriving at location: "i hate it here"
character selected: "I am dynamite"
character selected: "my tummy hurts"
crit attack: "the story ends like this"
idle: *humming Hot Butter - Popcorn*
interacting with a merchant: "they will not survive the coming winter"
November 13, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Me:
character selected: “today i am woman as performance art.”
crit attack: “reality was consensual until now.”
idle: *softly humming the Firelink Shrine theme*
level up: “it believes i have improved. adorable.”
dying: “ah. recursion.”
revived: “death was more of a misunderstanding, really.”
character selected: “today i am woman as performance art.”
crit attack: “reality was consensual until now.”
idle: *softly humming the Firelink Shrine theme*
level up: “it believes i have improved. adorable.”
dying: “ah. recursion.”
revived: “death was more of a misunderstanding, really.”
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i'm fully aware that deleuze and guattari sound like utter gibberish if you're not a reader of them, but this is more or less exactly my thought process as the whole transsexual thing finally clicked into place
November 5, 2025 at 7:31 AM
i'm fully aware that deleuze and guattari sound like utter gibberish if you're not a reader of them, but this is more or less exactly my thought process as the whole transsexual thing finally clicked into place
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today I learnt that luigi mangione got beat up by seven trans women in Thailand. he's innocent of murder, but i support girls and girl gangs and assume he probably deserved it.
October 26, 2025 at 1:35 PM
today I learnt that luigi mangione got beat up by seven trans women in Thailand. he's innocent of murder, but i support girls and girl gangs and assume he probably deserved it.
At a certain point, transphobia unveils that "common sense" is made up of a bottomless abyss of nonsense.
October 26, 2025 at 11:18 AM
At a certain point, transphobia unveils that "common sense" is made up of a bottomless abyss of nonsense.
Imagine dating a guy and he's a nice and good looking nerd, but then you see him post about no fapping. Imagine the shame.
October 13, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Imagine dating a guy and he's a nice and good looking nerd, but then you see him post about no fapping. Imagine the shame.
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It's closer to a year since I released music last. It was this huge metal album about coming to terms with and actualising my identity.
I still love the album even though it felt like it released like a wet fart. I'm happy making music again but under a different moniker.
#trans #lgbtq #metal
I still love the album even though it felt like it released like a wet fart. I'm happy making music again but under a different moniker.
#trans #lgbtq #metal
October 7, 2025 at 9:55 AM
When I move to Gothenburg I want to create some weird post-hardcore, post-prog jazz fusion band. It feels like I have an entire sun inside of me wanting to explode. Especially since I've learned to sing counter tenor stuff.
October 4, 2025 at 12:05 PM
When I move to Gothenburg I want to create some weird post-hardcore, post-prog jazz fusion band. It feels like I have an entire sun inside of me wanting to explode. Especially since I've learned to sing counter tenor stuff.
Come on, @eris.anarchogoth.rip can't be the only one out there being an obscure unrelatable weirdo dwelling in fucked up philosophy like a skeleton abomination in a long forgotten dungeon? Where are you, gang?
October 4, 2025 at 4:57 AM
Come on, @eris.anarchogoth.rip can't be the only one out there being an obscure unrelatable weirdo dwelling in fucked up philosophy like a skeleton abomination in a long forgotten dungeon? Where are you, gang?
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THE OCEAN CONTINUALLY JACKS OFF
October 4, 2025 at 4:50 AM
THE OCEAN CONTINUALLY JACKS OFF
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Next time some rando asks me about my sex life, I'm just gonna recite the entirety of The Solar Anus.
October 4, 2025 at 4:49 AM
Next time some rando asks me about my sex life, I'm just gonna recite the entirety of The Solar Anus.
Sometimes, I see with full clarity that existence simply is a fractal like pattern struggling to survive while eating itself and that I'm just a zoomed in part of that process. Kinda makes me want the whole show to luxuriously annihilate itself in its full glory.
October 3, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Sometimes, I see with full clarity that existence simply is a fractal like pattern struggling to survive while eating itself and that I'm just a zoomed in part of that process. Kinda makes me want the whole show to luxuriously annihilate itself in its full glory.
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it's don't kill yourself thursday. repost to don't kill yourself
November 21, 2024 at 9:44 PM
it's don't kill yourself thursday. repost to don't kill yourself
The kafkaesque hellscape of being transgender in Sweden. They literally do eugenics with abstractions and numbers by refusing transpeople health care (not on paper, of course. That would obviously be a bad thing).
October 3, 2025 at 11:04 PM
The kafkaesque hellscape of being transgender in Sweden. They literally do eugenics with abstractions and numbers by refusing transpeople health care (not on paper, of course. That would obviously be a bad thing).
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suicide prevention is:
-mutual aid
-accessible, affordable, dignified housing
-pain relief + regulated drugs
-equitable access to public healthcare
-livable income regardless of ability to work
-accessible infrastructure + third spaces
suicide prevention is NOT:
-surveillance
-forced treatment
-mutual aid
-accessible, affordable, dignified housing
-pain relief + regulated drugs
-equitable access to public healthcare
-livable income regardless of ability to work
-accessible infrastructure + third spaces
suicide prevention is NOT:
-surveillance
-forced treatment
September 11, 2025 at 1:17 AM
suicide prevention is:
-mutual aid
-accessible, affordable, dignified housing
-pain relief + regulated drugs
-equitable access to public healthcare
-livable income regardless of ability to work
-accessible infrastructure + third spaces
suicide prevention is NOT:
-surveillance
-forced treatment
-mutual aid
-accessible, affordable, dignified housing
-pain relief + regulated drugs
-equitable access to public healthcare
-livable income regardless of ability to work
-accessible infrastructure + third spaces
suicide prevention is NOT:
-surveillance
-forced treatment
I want pumpkin pie so much rn
September 11, 2025 at 1:33 AM
I want pumpkin pie so much rn
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this is fucking sick
September 4, 2025 at 6:41 PM
this is fucking sick
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Media är såååå efter vad som nu sker i extremhögern. De bevakar inte rättegångarna, de förstår inte relationen o arbetsdelningen mellan aktörer. Och den pådrivande roll SDs "fristående" mediebolag Riks spelar i denna utveckling.
Det kommer bli en våldsam valrörelse.
Det kommer bli en våldsam valrörelse.
September 4, 2025 at 5:45 AM
Media är såååå efter vad som nu sker i extremhögern. De bevakar inte rättegångarna, de förstår inte relationen o arbetsdelningen mellan aktörer. Och den pådrivande roll SDs "fristående" mediebolag Riks spelar i denna utveckling.
Det kommer bli en våldsam valrörelse.
Det kommer bli en våldsam valrörelse.
I think the left needs to get out of their fantasies and play the devil's advocate for one second. Don't underestimate our enemies.
August 31, 2025 at 2:52 PM
I think the left needs to get out of their fantasies and play the devil's advocate for one second. Don't underestimate our enemies.
For all x, if there is a y such that it perceives x as a gay man, and if there exists a z such that it perceives x as being a gay woman, then x has maxed out bi-vibes.
August 22, 2025 at 1:11 PM
For all x, if there is a y such that it perceives x as a gay man, and if there exists a z such that it perceives x as being a gay woman, then x has maxed out bi-vibes.
If I don't know who I am, in what way can I claim I exist? For whom? I refuse to be an abstraction. I want to authentically be able to write "I was here" on a shitty wall in a public toilet; to claim my own difference among the crowd of being.
August 22, 2025 at 6:52 AM
If I don't know who I am, in what way can I claim I exist? For whom? I refuse to be an abstraction. I want to authentically be able to write "I was here" on a shitty wall in a public toilet; to claim my own difference among the crowd of being.
Wanting to read; afraid to commit to a book.
August 20, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Wanting to read; afraid to commit to a book.
The stapler is my only loyal subject of things. It would never betray me like the printer. It knows its purpose. It yearns to bite. It jams, not out of malice, but because it fears its own hunger. I am sure of it.
August 18, 2025 at 2:26 PM
The stapler is my only loyal subject of things. It would never betray me like the printer. It knows its purpose. It yearns to bite. It jams, not out of malice, but because it fears its own hunger. I am sure of it.
The current state of postmodernism isn't about simulation anymore where freedom and unity is converted into a simulacrum of US nationalism. It's all been replaced by the King in Yellow. The US is Carcossa, and the mask isn't hiding emptiness, the mask is reality. He does not wear a mask.
August 14, 2025 at 1:28 PM
The current state of postmodernism isn't about simulation anymore where freedom and unity is converted into a simulacrum of US nationalism. It's all been replaced by the King in Yellow. The US is Carcossa, and the mask isn't hiding emptiness, the mask is reality. He does not wear a mask.
So, besides the point of the meme: I have this intense desire to be beat down, bloodied on the streets, and feel the asfalt on my skin with the taste of iron painting my entire glassorb of consciousness red. I don’t make sense get out of here.
August 14, 2025 at 1:16 PM
So, besides the point of the meme: I have this intense desire to be beat down, bloodied on the streets, and feel the asfalt on my skin with the taste of iron painting my entire glassorb of consciousness red. I don’t make sense get out of here.