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Not worth defending if the other party is on deaf ears.
My will shreds, tear by tear.
Not worth defending if the other party is on deaf ears.
My will shreds, tear by tear.
I'm just sitting alone... doing not much...
Yet brain switched mode... now I'm in breakdown mode....
I'm just sitting alone... doing not much...
Yet brain switched mode... now I'm in breakdown mode....
"high functioning depression is scary becuz youre very capable of hiding emotions, feelings & thoughts, so no one knows youre not OK & even if you say something no one realises the severity, because you dont seem like someone whos mentally spiralling out of control."
"high functioning depression is scary becuz youre very capable of hiding emotions, feelings & thoughts, so no one knows youre not OK & even if you say something no one realises the severity, because you dont seem like someone whos mentally spiralling out of control."
A simple acknowledgement
A simple inclusion
A simple togetherness
Is enough for me to be whole....
Yet apparently I'm not high enough in the hierarchy to get those 4...
A simple acknowledgement
A simple inclusion
A simple togetherness
Is enough for me to be whole....
Yet apparently I'm not high enough in the hierarchy to get those 4...
Played like a fiddle unknowingly feeds my anxiety and depression for infinity.
Played like a fiddle unknowingly feeds my anxiety and depression for infinity.
You said you care...
But all you do is give me a snare...
I was there by your side...
Yet now I'm being drifted away by your own riverside...
You said you care...
But all you do is give me a snare...
I was there by your side...
Yet now I'm being drifted away by your own riverside...
Does my existence matter to you...
If we haven't met...
Does my existence matter to you...
If we haven't met...
Even with a therapist... the voices, the feelings,.... only sometimes to be cured in regression...
Even with a therapist... the voices, the feelings,.... only sometimes to be cured in regression...
Nightmare
Hellish
I don’t want to lose you
I don't want to lose them
But, the voices....
But when I share, only generic advice is given.
Nightmare
Hellish
I don’t want to lose you
I don't want to lose them
But, the voices....
But when I share, only generic advice is given.
But it's getting louder.... please... I don't wanna....
Don't... wanna.....
But it's getting louder.... please... I don't wanna....
Don't... wanna.....
They exist.
We co-exist.
Until... they disregard ones existence.
They exist.
We co-exist.
Until... they disregard ones existence.
Just to make ones existence meaningful...
Unfortunately, the words are now a mist...
All now fall, reduced to ashes & cripple.
Just to make ones existence meaningful...
Unfortunately, the words are now a mist...
All now fall, reduced to ashes & cripple.
Nay, Lonesome. Very. Much.
Not fitting to the mould.
Nay, Lonesome. Very. Much.
Not fitting to the mould.
I try my best to be helpful for others.
I try my best to embrace the emotions I feel.
I try my best to make sure I don’t let the sadness take me again.
I try my best to make everyone proud to know me.
I try my best to do what’s best for me.
I try my best to be helpful for others.
I try my best to embrace the emotions I feel.
I try my best to make sure I don’t let the sadness take me again.
I try my best to make everyone proud to know me.
I try my best to do what’s best for me.
Yet, I just... mask it, shrug it, and joke about it...
Yet, I just... mask it, shrug it, and joke about it...
Will I be remembered, or am I just a fleeting memory...
Will I be remembered, or am I just a fleeting memory...
So much pain of the world can be gone instantly. But, one will left pain to others & tainted with grunge.
So much pain of the world can be gone instantly. But, one will left pain to others & tainted with grunge.
Just wish these thoughts would go away. Keep thinking too much when being left alone.
Just wish these thoughts would go away. Keep thinking too much when being left alone.
Ignored before it meets the sun.
Their world grows small, a shrinking space,
As others pass without a trace.
Ignored before it meets the sun.
Their world grows small, a shrinking space,
As others pass without a trace.
A question asked, a quiet lure.
Do boundaries fade where longing starts,
Or grow in fear of restless hearts?
A question asked, a quiet lure.
Do boundaries fade where longing starts,
Or grow in fear of restless hearts?
You have told your sorrows.
You are now in pain but not of swords.
Now, the emptiness, the darkness, the shadows whispers faints tomorrows.
You have told your sorrows.
You are now in pain but not of swords.
Now, the emptiness, the darkness, the shadows whispers faints tomorrows.