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HawkTear
@hawktear.bsky.social
39 y. Wise with age and experience. Amature artist & photographer. Post about animals, terrarium & vivarium, aquarium, plants. Mental health. Cats. Gamer. DM & RPG. Horror. Morbid things.
Fujoshi, NSFW fan, LGBTQ+ ally. FtM.
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Well said!!
July 27, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Have to get back to posting? Nah. I'm just lurking again. 👀

What's new?
My mom passed away a month ago.
I have a shit ton of 'new' plants (from my mother's place).
I have some 'new' furniture (from my mother's place).
I started new hobbies.
I need to organise my apartment.

I feel like shit.
July 13, 2025 at 2:09 PM
@ghostgocensorme.bsky.social

Hi. I want to bring to your attention that there is someone posting your creations, amongst others, on Xvideos. Under the username: Caramel Boi
December 4, 2024 at 7:46 PM
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king slayer, wreath layer
#ghostsoap #ghoap #soapghost
November 16, 2024 at 2:39 AM
And the most frustrating headaches of them all has returned to eff up my life. I hate the headaches.
October 30, 2024 at 3:13 PM
It's my death day/birthday. One more year.
October 27, 2024 at 12:19 PM
DayZ has taken over most of my time. But it's okay. Have found such wonderful people on a PVE server.
October 18, 2024 at 8:56 AM
I need my brain rot.
October 16, 2024 at 10:09 PM
Waking up and scrolling Bluesky. Collect energy to adult. My new routine.
September 25, 2024 at 6:18 AM
As a individual with RLS (restless legs syndrome) I get super annoyed with myself if I forget to check that I have the proper medication at home. This night was not the most horrible one I ever had. But it was close.
June 10, 2024 at 10:37 AM
My husband just surprised me with this little one. I almost started to cry.
May 22, 2024 at 3:14 PM
It's around 27 degrees Celsius where I live. I'm melting. I'm dying.

I enjoy spring and summer, but come on! Stay at 20 degrees Celsius. Kthxbai.
May 16, 2024 at 11:19 AM
So right after I start to feel okay after the cold I had. A super brain fog takes over. What the heck is wrong now? 😵‍💫
May 7, 2024 at 11:24 AM
I've been super sick for almost two weeks. I don't know if it was the rona, or a common cold. But I'm so hecking done with it. I want to go out, for once I actually want to go out, have some sunshine, fresh air, stretch my legs.
April 24, 2024 at 9:41 AM
Well yes, I did exactly needed to get sick right now. Sore throat, cough, sneeze, muscle pain, and fever. I feel sooo accomplished now... for heck sake!! 😠
April 16, 2024 at 11:47 PM
That feeling when you try to get out of bed and you suddenly have a hostages situation. I've stuff to do, damn it. Bed! Unhindered me this instant!
April 10, 2024 at 11:44 AM
You versus your profile pic
April 6, 2024 at 1:39 PM
I want to start doing different crafts again. The problem is, of course, money to buy different things so I can do said craft. So I'm looking for cheaper stuff but don't really know where to turn. 😖
April 3, 2024 at 11:03 AM
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Wand of the dm in copper
April 1, 2024 at 10:42 PM
What I dislike about being an adult is how the laundry pile don't magically disappear. If I decide that I don't want to do laundry today it's still there the next day. Same with the hecking dishes!
March 21, 2024 at 8:03 AM
I answered to the text from my parental figure. Thanking them for the invitation and didn't promise anything. Polite, simple and short. I don't need the anxiety just for a freaking text. Gosh darn it brain!
March 12, 2024 at 2:28 PM
Well shit. A parental figure contacted me, and invited me and husband for Easter dinner on Saturday. And I'm having a anxiety attack. And I'm trying to respond. But I can't. I'm freaking out.
March 12, 2024 at 12:23 PM
One of my cats likes to crawl up in my lap, yell at me and force me to cuddle. The nerve! The audacity! I hecking love him.

He also loves to sleep on my pc. Which makes me nervous. The power button is riiiight there..
March 6, 2024 at 1:17 PM
Repost with 4 random facts about you:

1. I've heterochromia in my eyes. So I've blue eyes with light brown specks.
2. I was born with full red hair.
3. I've beaten two of my phobias.
4. I'm close to 40 years of age.
Repost with 4 random facts about you:
March 1, 2024 at 11:35 AM
That feeling of panic before I actually gets in to the freaking shower. That state of panic before my mind and body realizes that I'm safe. That state.. I freaking hate it!

I've been working so insanely hard to learn trix to stop the panic attacks. But some of them are difficult to handle.
February 22, 2024 at 11:37 AM