👽⚠️🖤Habbit🖤⚠️👽
@habbit-void.bsky.social
They/Them | U.K. | 26 | broken.
Just using this as a place for thoughts.
ED/SH
18+
don't follow if you're in recovery I don't want to trigger anything.
Just using this as a place for thoughts.
ED/SH
18+
don't follow if you're in recovery I don't want to trigger anything.
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👽⚠️🖤Habbit🖤⚠️👽
@habbit-void.bsky.social
· Dec 12
Hey, I'm Habbit, been dealing w ED for 15 yrs, relapsed again oops.
Using this as a vent space.
ED|BPD|SH|Insomnia|Anxiety etc etc
They/Them
Pansexual
Vegetarian
🇬🇧♓️
Height: 5ft 11in (180cm)
Hw: 135kg (297lbs)
Cw: 113.9kg (251lbs)
Gw: 55kg (121lbs)
Ugw: 45kg (99lbs)
I know I know. I'm trying stfu.
Using this as a vent space.
ED|BPD|SH|Insomnia|Anxiety etc etc
They/Them
Pansexual
Vegetarian
🇬🇧♓️
Height: 5ft 11in (180cm)
Hw: 135kg (297lbs)
Cw: 113.9kg (251lbs)
Gw: 55kg (121lbs)
Ugw: 45kg (99lbs)
I know I know. I'm trying stfu.
What's yalls best side hustle? What would you recommend? I need to start saving some extra cash
January 29, 2025 at 3:10 PM
What's yalls best side hustle? What would you recommend? I need to start saving some extra cash
I just wanna be high 24/7 to get through this shit
January 28, 2025 at 12:40 PM
I just wanna be high 24/7 to get through this shit
I just want to be left alone to rot away into nothingness
January 27, 2025 at 10:14 AM
I just want to be left alone to rot away into nothingness
unintentionally on a liquid fast atm 2 days and counting
January 26, 2025 at 7:42 PM
unintentionally on a liquid fast atm 2 days and counting
The best trick to weightloss is heartbreak ngl...
January 26, 2025 at 7:42 PM
The best trick to weightloss is heartbreak ngl...
Fuck this. Fuck this. Fuck this. FUCK THIS.
January 25, 2025 at 8:37 PM
Fuck this. Fuck this. Fuck this. FUCK THIS.
Sometimes I think what's the point, all the loose skin I already have, either I'll become a sack of loose skin or remain a pile of fat either way ill feel disgusting. Then I restrict more for allowing myself to even think about just staying a fat peice of shit.
January 11, 2025 at 4:37 PM
Sometimes I think what's the point, all the loose skin I already have, either I'll become a sack of loose skin or remain a pile of fat either way ill feel disgusting. Then I restrict more for allowing myself to even think about just staying a fat peice of shit.
I hate buying food. Like what do you mean I have to spend my hard earned money on some shit that'll be gone in half an hour?! I worked hard for that money. I wanna spend it on some shit that actually lasts.
January 11, 2025 at 4:28 PM
I hate buying food. Like what do you mean I have to spend my hard earned money on some shit that'll be gone in half an hour?! I worked hard for that money. I wanna spend it on some shit that actually lasts.
Ngl the only reason I wouldn't wanna do squ!d games is cus ik if it's a group game some other fucker will fuck the whole thing up for me nd I would ask the guards for their gun to shoot them my damn self
January 11, 2025 at 4:27 PM
Ngl the only reason I wouldn't wanna do squ!d games is cus ik if it's a group game some other fucker will fuck the whole thing up for me nd I would ask the guards for their gun to shoot them my damn self
Love doing meal prep it makes me so happy
January 11, 2025 at 4:24 PM
Love doing meal prep it makes me so happy
Literally feel so sick every night nd idk why
January 10, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Literally feel so sick every night nd idk why
Somehow got thru xmas and new years 1.5kg down thank fuck
January 8, 2025 at 9:21 PM
Somehow got thru xmas and new years 1.5kg down thank fuck
Sorry for being MIA for ages I've been so sick and I'm still struggling 😪
January 8, 2025 at 9:20 PM
Sorry for being MIA for ages I've been so sick and I'm still struggling 😪
I'm so scared for Christmas
I'm so scared for Christmas
I'm so scared for Christmas
Can I please just pause time before tomorrow arrives, just while I get skinny and beautiful and don't have to worry about Christmas food please please
I'm so scared for Christmas
I'm so scared for Christmas
Can I please just pause time before tomorrow arrives, just while I get skinny and beautiful and don't have to worry about Christmas food please please
December 24, 2024 at 11:59 PM
I'm so scared for Christmas
I'm so scared for Christmas
I'm so scared for Christmas
Can I please just pause time before tomorrow arrives, just while I get skinny and beautiful and don't have to worry about Christmas food please please
I'm so scared for Christmas
I'm so scared for Christmas
Can I please just pause time before tomorrow arrives, just while I get skinny and beautiful and don't have to worry about Christmas food please please
Tryna convince him I need a puppy, it's lowkey working 🤞🏻🤞🏻
December 21, 2024 at 9:59 AM
Tryna convince him I need a puppy, it's lowkey working 🤞🏻🤞🏻
"A loss is a loss, Rome wasn't built in a day, you'll get to your gw eventually" STFU I know! But I want it to not take foreverr! I wanna be skinny noowww :c I'm an impatient bitch, fight me.
December 18, 2024 at 11:06 AM
"A loss is a loss, Rome wasn't built in a day, you'll get to your gw eventually" STFU I know! But I want it to not take foreverr! I wanna be skinny noowww :c I'm an impatient bitch, fight me.
Only lost 0.4kg this week. It's better than gaining 0.2kg last week but it's still such a tiny amount idk why I'm struggling so much I used to be able to shed like 3kg a week??? It's a win I lost but I don't feel good about it :/
December 18, 2024 at 11:03 AM
Only lost 0.4kg this week. It's better than gaining 0.2kg last week but it's still such a tiny amount idk why I'm struggling so much I used to be able to shed like 3kg a week??? It's a win I lost but I don't feel good about it :/
I always say for special occasions(like xmas) it's a chest day and I won't count cals and just enjoy the celebration, but I inevitably count them anyways and just "eh I don't care it's a cheat day!" When I add another thing, then at the end of the day I see the total and wanna kms anyway 🙃
December 15, 2024 at 8:35 PM
I always say for special occasions(like xmas) it's a chest day and I won't count cals and just enjoy the celebration, but I inevitably count them anyways and just "eh I don't care it's a cheat day!" When I add another thing, then at the end of the day I see the total and wanna kms anyway 🙃
Last time he and I were intimate it felt very forced, I cried, blah blah, anyways he felt bad nd said I can decide when we do it next etc nd I forgot my pill at 1 point too so it's safer to wait a week, so why tf the past 2 nights does it feel like he's pressuring me to do it again...
December 15, 2024 at 9:23 AM
Last time he and I were intimate it felt very forced, I cried, blah blah, anyways he felt bad nd said I can decide when we do it next etc nd I forgot my pill at 1 point too so it's safer to wait a week, so why tf the past 2 nights does it feel like he's pressuring me to do it again...
Just heard someone describe 2000-2010 as "that period of time every bitch had an eating disorder, actual low rise jeans and a tiny dog" 😂
December 15, 2024 at 9:19 AM
Just heard someone describe 2000-2010 as "that period of time every bitch had an eating disorder, actual low rise jeans and a tiny dog" 😂
I feel like a caffeine "cheat day" isn't as smart originally thought, no caffeine all week for health but one day a week I have 2ltr+ of coffee 🤣
December 15, 2024 at 9:16 AM
I feel like a caffeine "cheat day" isn't as smart originally thought, no caffeine all week for health but one day a week I have 2ltr+ of coffee 🤣
I got so stoned last night I think I'm still a lil high this morning 🤣
December 15, 2024 at 8:45 AM
I got so stoned last night I think I'm still a lil high this morning 🤣
Someone send me tickets to marylin manson (london) nd I will love you forever 😭
December 12, 2024 at 11:03 PM
Someone send me tickets to marylin manson (london) nd I will love you forever 😭
All drvgged up 🤞🏻 hopefully I can actually get some sleep tonight, send me sleepy vibes (or just hit me w a frying pan whichever works) 💚
December 12, 2024 at 11:01 PM
All drvgged up 🤞🏻 hopefully I can actually get some sleep tonight, send me sleepy vibes (or just hit me w a frying pan whichever works) 💚