Life is fucking me in the ass bro- no lube 😔

Maybe no one cares- maybe it’s not really that big of a deal, I just feel like if I can’t give back to the people who mean so much to me I feel like I’m just taking advantage :/

I know there are bigger issues in the world, but It hurts that I’m not able to

I lost my job this year, so budgeting and saving as much as I can has become a much more prevalent part of my decisions. Regardless, I’m sorry I’m not able to spread love this season

Lol I’ve had the same one for so long- maybe it’s time for an update

I really gotta get a better setup- like another light, maybe a decent camera- another day when I don't feel like mutating myself and others

Maybe, this is part of a bigger thing and I'm not sure if I'll share these photos till its all ready

I'm glad I could provide some solace 🥲

And the spicy (nude) ALTs

I’m so fucking scared man-

If this gets delete tomorrow you never saw shit

Struggling in garage band trying to see if this is even possible

Fuck maybe I do something with this- I've been mumbling lyrics

You get it

I use the airbrush- it doesn’t work- anxiety ensues

I use a brush- the paint isn't smooth, I get fuzzies all stuck it in, every little mistake feels so big- anxiety ensues

I really don’t like painting 😖