Happy Thanksgiving 🦃

Hiiiii friend 🫶🏼 😘

Maybe it’s the holidays. Not a fan of them since my mom died. Maybe it’s time for me to reach out to someone to help.
If you’ve it this far, thanks for reading.

Also, I’ve been really fucking emotional about it too. I used to say I don’t have feelings, but fuck. I’ve done a lot of hard things in life, I have the scars to prove it.

I feel like I need some guidance, words of encouragement, positive reinforcement, I don’t know.
Maybe it’s just all of everything I’ve been through the last couple of years that has me feeling this way.

Everyone has been helpful when I need it. Asking for help has never been easy for me, but here we are. The last few days, I have been questioning if I can even do this.

Feeling overwhelmed, anxious, & stressed. Not sure if I can live up to the standards of being a certified tech, in such a short amount of time. Everyday I’m learning new things & struggle to remember everything. And to watch how I talk/react to coworkers.