i have a reliable supply of safe foods, medications, medical weed, and a tool that makes playing games and drawing exceedingly simple to access. CARTOONS ON A BIG SCREEN. im a rescue animal from a former abusive zoo. my habitat is much nicer now

lamictal i told you to fucking save me not make my nightmares worse by being so VIVID. i FELT it. i used to wake up before i died in nightmares.

its a normal side effect but holy shit i just experienced death. saw life, felt the shift, and saw the afterlife. and when i woke up i wasn't convinced i was actually alive.

i coulda wrote this better grammatically but idc

i sleep way better these days too so i cant even complain! however the past 2 days i been waking up in panic attacks for some reason! not fun. i think i gotta ask for a stronger dose next appointment. save me clonidine and lamictal. save me

I'm not mad abiut these particular side effects bc they dont rlly bug me.. but its funny to go from exclusively nightmares to nothin at awl. just transporting thru time. basically mini death.

I've experienced these attacks most of my life but like a month ago it got way way worse for no apparent reason and its scary!! dizzy, chest hurt, cant breathe, cant see, limbs tingly, scared for my life type thoughts!! it's a fuckin nightmare!! my meds have made it to where i dont dream. or nu-

unfortunately i keep talking about being diagnosed because it still feels unreal. like. it all went so smoothly . and i was diagnosed same day. and they were chill with queerz. i just. am having a hard time believing it. maybe when i see it on paper itll sink in

it truly is one struggle after another ... i hope i can get some kinda help. im not a risk or anything.. im okay for the most part. im just scared as all shit. i am so sick of it. i want. to be okay now.