Jesani Awen
@gaysacredpleasure.bsky.social
Eros Mystic
I am the Mirror for the Audacity to BE & DESIRE what is true to you.
I am the Mirror for the Audacity to BE & DESIRE what is true to you.
Pinned
The best thing I’ve done in my life is choosing to love me for who I truly and deeply am.
Instead of looking for someone else to love the parts of me that I didn’t want to see or accept.
I see all of me and I feel so loved. I feel complete. 🥹
Instead of looking for someone else to love the parts of me that I didn’t want to see or accept.
I see all of me and I feel so loved. I feel complete. 🥹
I get to want what I want
December 23, 2024 at 5:00 PM
I get to want what I want
In my house, I have a room called the Peace Room.
I go there to experience piece of mind, peace and quiet.
Just peace and hot cocoa
I go there to experience piece of mind, peace and quiet.
Just peace and hot cocoa
December 23, 2024 at 12:12 AM
In my house, I have a room called the Peace Room.
I go there to experience piece of mind, peace and quiet.
Just peace and hot cocoa
I go there to experience piece of mind, peace and quiet.
Just peace and hot cocoa
Loved the convo with my Momma
December 21, 2024 at 8:41 PM
Loved the convo with my Momma
Happy Winter Solstice y’all
December 20, 2024 at 11:20 PM
Happy Winter Solstice y’all
in this era of my life, I don’t care for warnings.
I care for allies.
I care for allies.
December 20, 2024 at 9:44 PM
in this era of my life, I don’t care for warnings.
I care for allies.
I care for allies.
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Reposted by Jesani Awen
When someone tells you that you hurt them or they're hurt, it doesn't mean prove them wrong or that you do care or fix it.
Most times, they want to feel heard and like what they have to say and what they feel matters.
Don't be their savior. Be a shoulder & say “ I’m here”
#wisdom #emotionalhealth
Most times, they want to feel heard and like what they have to say and what they feel matters.
Don't be their savior. Be a shoulder & say “ I’m here”
#wisdom #emotionalhealth
December 20, 2024 at 2:52 PM
When someone tells you that you hurt them or they're hurt, it doesn't mean prove them wrong or that you do care or fix it.
Most times, they want to feel heard and like what they have to say and what they feel matters.
Don't be their savior. Be a shoulder & say “ I’m here”
#wisdom #emotionalhealth
Most times, they want to feel heard and like what they have to say and what they feel matters.
Don't be their savior. Be a shoulder & say “ I’m here”
#wisdom #emotionalhealth
I want to be next! Hadn't had a lap dance since I was like 21.
And this man looks delicious!
And this man looks delicious!
December 19, 2024 at 9:57 PM
I want to be next! Hadn't had a lap dance since I was like 21.
And this man looks delicious!
And this man looks delicious!
I forgot. What is Project Bluebeam again?
December 17, 2024 at 4:56 PM
I forgot. What is Project Bluebeam again?
December 17, 2024 at 4:55 PM
Yass All about Radical Self Love!! I love it! 🫶🏾
If you’re in a similar space; patience and grace. That’s the name of the game. ✨
December 16, 2024 at 5:35 PM
Yass All about Radical Self Love!! I love it! 🫶🏾
I relate to this sooo badly! My dentist had his fingers in my mouth, checking for cavities, and I was too turned on!
I realizing I need to go on my pleasure journey.
I realizing I need to go on my pleasure journey.
The dry heaving I’m experiencing from this wailing I’m doing….
December 16, 2024 at 5:33 PM
I relate to this sooo badly! My dentist had his fingers in my mouth, checking for cavities, and I was too turned on!
I realizing I need to go on my pleasure journey.
I realizing I need to go on my pleasure journey.
Sometimes our resistance to prosperity is how money has been used against us, our inner child doesn’t want anything to do with it.
At least, what’s I found inside.
So we’re creating a new relationship to money, all our own.
#blacksky #blackgaysky #spiritualsky #gayman
At least, what’s I found inside.
So we’re creating a new relationship to money, all our own.
#blacksky #blackgaysky #spiritualsky #gayman
December 11, 2024 at 9:40 PM
Sometimes our resistance to prosperity is how money has been used against us, our inner child doesn’t want anything to do with it.
At least, what’s I found inside.
So we’re creating a new relationship to money, all our own.
#blacksky #blackgaysky #spiritualsky #gayman
At least, what’s I found inside.
So we’re creating a new relationship to money, all our own.
#blacksky #blackgaysky #spiritualsky #gayman
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My Sex tape is me curled up on a couch, with ambient lighting, popcorn & chips as I’m watching a movie. 🤤🤤
my sex tape is just me saying “fuck that’s good” as i sip my coffee.
December 9, 2024 at 5:53 PM
My Sex tape is me curled up on a couch, with ambient lighting, popcorn & chips as I’m watching a movie. 🤤🤤
What’s the song replaying in your head today?
Mines: “Im Here” by Cynthia Erivo from the Color Purple
#blacksky #spiritualsky #gayman
Mines: “Im Here” by Cynthia Erivo from the Color Purple
#blacksky #spiritualsky #gayman
December 8, 2024 at 2:29 PM
What’s the song replaying in your head today?
Mines: “Im Here” by Cynthia Erivo from the Color Purple
#blacksky #spiritualsky #gayman
Mines: “Im Here” by Cynthia Erivo from the Color Purple
#blacksky #spiritualsky #gayman
The best thing I’ve done in my life is choosing to love me for who I truly and deeply am.
Instead of looking for someone else to love the parts of me that I didn’t want to see or accept.
I see all of me and I feel so loved. I feel complete. 🥹
Instead of looking for someone else to love the parts of me that I didn’t want to see or accept.
I see all of me and I feel so loved. I feel complete. 🥹
December 6, 2024 at 4:13 PM
The best thing I’ve done in my life is choosing to love me for who I truly and deeply am.
Instead of looking for someone else to love the parts of me that I didn’t want to see or accept.
I see all of me and I feel so loved. I feel complete. 🥹
Instead of looking for someone else to love the parts of me that I didn’t want to see or accept.
I see all of me and I feel so loved. I feel complete. 🥹
Ain’t no way you have govern over my body, as my doctor, and you can’t listen to me
It’s giving, this is my last appointment
#Thankyounext
It’s giving, this is my last appointment
#Thankyounext
December 5, 2024 at 8:18 PM
Ain’t no way you have govern over my body, as my doctor, and you can’t listen to me
It’s giving, this is my last appointment
#Thankyounext
It’s giving, this is my last appointment
#Thankyounext
All I need to do is create the design with my desire, and my spiritual support system will build it
#starseeds #wisdom #spiritualsky #blackgaysky #gaysky #gayman
#starseeds #wisdom #spiritualsky #blackgaysky #gaysky #gayman
December 5, 2024 at 3:58 PM
All I need to do is create the design with my desire, and my spiritual support system will build it
#starseeds #wisdom #spiritualsky #blackgaysky #gaysky #gayman
#starseeds #wisdom #spiritualsky #blackgaysky #gaysky #gayman
One of the beauties of being on the East Coast!
Snow! 😍❄️☃️
Snow! 😍❄️☃️
December 5, 2024 at 1:09 PM
One of the beauties of being on the East Coast!
Snow! 😍❄️☃️
Snow! 😍❄️☃️
You’d be surprised how every little, insignificant, thing is actually connected and all telling you something.
The most random things I’ve done and was interested for the past month all seemed to pieces to a puzzle of an energetic activation I ventured through today!
The most random things I’ve done and was interested for the past month all seemed to pieces to a puzzle of an energetic activation I ventured through today!
December 5, 2024 at 1:43 AM
You’d be surprised how every little, insignificant, thing is actually connected and all telling you something.
The most random things I’ve done and was interested for the past month all seemed to pieces to a puzzle of an energetic activation I ventured through today!
The most random things I’ve done and was interested for the past month all seemed to pieces to a puzzle of an energetic activation I ventured through today!
December 2, 2024 at 2:26 AM
It’s quite the feeling to dream in a place of desire and then feel the twinge of fear and doubt…
Then have the audacity to sit with it. Feel it.
And give him permission to feel exactly as he does.
Its like a warm hug from Mother God. I'm held.
Then have the audacity to sit with it. Feel it.
And give him permission to feel exactly as he does.
Its like a warm hug from Mother God. I'm held.
December 1, 2024 at 6:04 PM
It’s quite the feeling to dream in a place of desire and then feel the twinge of fear and doubt…
Then have the audacity to sit with it. Feel it.
And give him permission to feel exactly as he does.
Its like a warm hug from Mother God. I'm held.
Then have the audacity to sit with it. Feel it.
And give him permission to feel exactly as he does.
Its like a warm hug from Mother God. I'm held.