i wanna say sorry but i don't want my apology to be said behind a closed wall

but

i don't even know if that's even possible anymore

for now, i just keep my head high, real high

high enough to focus on my achievements

but for nothing else

and it hurts

so here i am

living in regret everyday

i can only now honor her legacy as much as i can, in my own way; writing and developing stories for everyone to enjoy in the future.

at the very least, i hope to make her proud.

i miss her.

i miss her a lot.

WOMEN

god she's so fucking hot

i applaud you guys for successfully sneaking in "i got that dog in me" in a song

caught me off guard

i like living my life day to day, at this point it's the only kind of joy i consistently have that i can rely on, even if it's a gamble.

then again, life in itself is a gamble, isn't it?

at least i managed to cross off a couple things off my bucket list before i died (i don't want to die just yet)

i have this kind of pessimistic point of view about death that i keep telling myself all the time, that being

"if i die, i die. it sucks but what can i do about it?"

i'm no philosopher, but i'm a firm believer of prioritizing what's important NOW, than to try and control things you can't control-

#trillionpesomarch

wives really do be doing that, did you real the terms and conditions properly?

look at her go.....