Or should I buy clothes? I could afford at least one outfit for the price of a walking pad. One and another shirt if I go headphones. But I also don't plan on fitting those clothes in a month so idk

I hit a big goal today and I don't know what to get to celebrate. I'm torn between a walking pad or new headphones. Because I have a gym in my complex that I use but it's not always open, so the pad would be great. But my headphones broke and I use those every day on the walk to work and I miss them

I managed to catch myself mid binge last night and stopped at only 3 packs of peanut butter crackers when previously everything in my kitchen including the soy sauce would be gone and I would have ordered more food in. Nature is healing

Found out how much my boss weighs and I can literally lift him for reps 😭 I haven't felt this motivated since I discovered the abc diet

Trying so hard not to hate cis men anymore but the instant I start to be like yk maybe truly it isn't all cis men, the safe cis men decide to show that they are in fact unsafe.

Better fucking yet y'all aren't afraid of stranger danger? What if I'm sitting here smoking laced product ????

Why is it normalised to go up to strangers and ask to hit their pen? Like several times I've been approached and asked. Usually by bearded children or the elderly. Y'all aren't afraid of germs?

So my old GM saw me yesterday and said with a neutral straight face "you've lost a lot of weight." I was like 🧍🏾thank? You??? Like are you accusing me of something ? And she went. "Congratulations. You look good. 😐" I said- thanks I'm down a hundred pounds since we last talked

Still alive and I kept my streak up 😤 but I got health insurance through my job now so I can get medicated for my issues instead of raw dogging it like I've been doing for the past 26 years🧍🏾

I called the crisis hotline and it helped. Go figure. Gonna try distracting myself and if that doesn't work, checking myself into a clinic because I've been SH free for too long to break that streak and I don't want to want to die but idk how to do that on my own anymore

I ate a gummy and worked out and now I want to die less 😀 small wins

I hate my coworkers. I hate how they're all bigots and I have to pretend to like them to be able to work. I hate how I can apply and apply and apply and still not get any response back so I have no choice but to continue working here.

The problem with me is that I know that I love working out. It's so much fun to move my body and get my heart racing, but putting on clothes and GOING to the gym is torture. Once I'm in there I'm good tho. Like what is that. Why is getting to the gym hard even though I love it in there?

I've lost enough weight to be acknowledged by men and I hate it. The reason I lost weight was to be able to pass better, but I haven't lost enough weight and am now where specifically old men hit on me. Wouldn't be an issue. I could ignore it, but why do they flirt like that? In such a creepy way?

Accidentally binged so bad that I didn't get hungry for 4 days and hit a new lw

drug cw thc //
I think the delta has caught up to me. I've noticed that without hitting my pen, I don't 'have fun' eating anymore when before I started smoking, eating was wayyy too fun. Now eating seems like a chore unless I'm super high and I don't even like getting super high anymore