Vivian Darkbloom
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Vivian Darkbloom
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INFJ 🦋 Hermetic 🏵️
Heyoka & Hierophant 🜐
Troubadour & Troublemaker
Transcendentalist ✨Theia Mania


I am a philosopher stop sexualizing me 🪷
“There was once a man who lost his shadow. I forget what happened to him, but it was dreadful. As for me, I've lost my own image. I did not look at it often; but it was there, in the background, just as Maurice had drawn it for me.——-
November 24, 2025 at 1:01 PM
——A straightforward, genuine, "authentic" woman, with out mean-mindedness, uncompromising, but at the same time understanding, indulgent, sensitive, deeply feeling, intensely aware of things and of people, passionately devoted to those she loved and creating happiness for them.——-
November 24, 2025 at 1:00 PM
————- A fine life, serene, full, "harmonious." It is dark: I cannot see myself anymore. And what do the others see? Maybe something hideous.”

Simone de Beauvoir, Woman Destroyed
November 24, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Some film of me in a moody reverie back in Pennsylvania a few weeks ago 🖤
November 24, 2025 at 12:56 PM
I have been such a nuisance this autumn
Someone needs to take me away from society for a quick minute before I turn into a Bond villain
November 24, 2025 at 5:36 AM
🪷from a morning walk🪷
gunna try again tomorrow at life
November 24, 2025 at 5:23 AM
And there’s been writing but mostly editing because there has been too much writing and feeling and here is some of it 💌 these are rejected parts of edits that felt displaced in the greater poem so they were trimmed out, but I like them as they are like in this patchwork poetry reject pile
November 24, 2025 at 5:20 AM
I am tuirse af I can’t wait for this year to be over
November 24, 2025 at 5:01 AM
❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
November 24, 2025 at 4:57 AM
September 13, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Made it to the cabin, found a frog, happy to be home in the Catskills
September 13, 2025 at 3:26 PM
September 13, 2025 at 3:24 PM
August 31, 2025 at 12:08 PM
I was going to the beach but then I had a panic attack and then it started raining and now I’m good and the storm is over and I think I’m just going to cook and cry instead

This is the abyss I choose to scream into today

I should probably leave the house tbh

But,

Eh 🤷‍♀️
August 24, 2025 at 2:34 PM
Eh, still. But,
Three weeks till I’m running barefoot through the woods that I call home again
August 24, 2025 at 4:32 AM
It’s your privilege to find me incomprehensible. I gave you my minutes; let them remain ours. I hope I haunt you.

Theodore Roethke, from “Straw for the fire.”
August 15, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Sweaty shiny summer days with family biking around the island
August 8, 2025 at 10:22 PM
August 7, 2025 at 12:36 AM
August 6, 2025 at 4:08 PM
July 31, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Don’t want the others to know I’m awake so it’s a blsky day today
July 27, 2025 at 12:44 PM
Ugh I’m unhappy
July 27, 2025 at 12:43 PM
July 27, 2025 at 1:03 AM
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July 25, 2025 at 7:24 PM