mama didn’t raise a quitter

(she raised a weird scrimblo thing with a weirder fixation on personal freedom at any cost)

in the end I just went shut up and am getting my petty revenge by refusing to play the games he bought me. waste your money/game keys prick 😜

our friendship ended in the most unserious way he got mad at me playing persona 3 portable (a comfort game that I’ve played 5+ times) “too quickly” and demanded I show him my save file despite multiple warnings that I really don’t appreciate people dictating anything to me

over the word "blackmail". what, ok, if it isn't blackmail by your standards, heavily pressuring someone isn't ok either. pointless semantics. heart's probably in the right place but what a dumb thing to get hung up on and pick fights over. ew

I imagine that’s the case sadly, like people see someone vulnerable/going through a rough patch and decide that’s the perfect opportunity to make them feel better about themselves 💀 I hope there are plenty of of non-weirdos around here for you too though

dunno I probably could make a callout post!!1!1 about that guy but honest to god it’s been months and I like to assume everyone has as refined a bullshit detector as I do

….. now that I remember I think he deactivated anyway after I blocked him so I don’t think I could find him anyway *shrug

more unique and unspoken part of the guilt ie. taking the guilt out on other people rather than just internalising it like wada

anyway hiroaki + ojima are actually my favourite pinklings I just think hasegawa is really fucking interesting and well written

like I cannot humanly express how interesting hasegawa is to me (fellow sufferer of survivors guilt) I got so annoyed with people saying he/kamimura are “just plot devices for eachother”
like wada is an interpretation of survivors guilt too but hasegawa is really more interesting to me, it’s a way

on one hand I get it bc nishiguchi dying is gonna totally change seki but on the other hand who the hell would even kill her the food poisoning thing was so obviously framed against her I have a hard time believing anyone was stupid enough to take it

like THIS is what you’re wasting money on? literally one look at me on the student roll would stop you spamming me 😭

like someone croaked during that fire alarm you’re not fooling me 😭

came to work in a jellyfish tshirt they’ll never take me alive

whatever I get to wear p much what I want, get paid pretty ok for my age/experience, and don’t have to see the public
maybe I should b less mad because I’ve watched someone on main go thru an entire negative character arc over a barista job. what did they think it was all aesthetic or something lol

if it’s being covered up, it probably is a bleeding kill
someone using tsukigata/matthias’ thing wouldn’t bother covering it up and just sacrifice themselves, unless we’re getting a gundham situation…. and ch2 is usually one of the sad chapters… hm