marrow | MDNI
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meal planning until i get paid
BREAKFAST
- tea
- coffee
- canned fruit
LUNCH
- oatmeal with fruit
- chickpea flour pancakes
DINNER
- rice with tuna & peas
- bean & tomato soup
- fried eggs & lunch meat
- lentils (look up recipes)
SNACK
- otter pops
- popcorn
- chips & salsa
- nicotine (lol)
BREAKFAST
- tea
- coffee
- canned fruit
LUNCH
- oatmeal with fruit
- chickpea flour pancakes
DINNER
- rice with tuna & peas
- bean & tomato soup
- fried eggs & lunch meat
- lentils (look up recipes)
SNACK
- otter pops
- popcorn
- chips & salsa
- nicotine (lol)
had to take lax bc i got exposed to gluten and its triggering me so bad . i just wana feel empty forever
November 29, 2025 at 2:10 PM
had to take lax bc i got exposed to gluten and its triggering me so bad . i just wana feel empty forever
i brushed my teeth and did skincare and got into fresh clothes and painted my nails
November 27, 2025 at 6:40 PM
i brushed my teeth and did skincare and got into fresh clothes and painted my nails
also gonna try to build the habit of drinking tea when i get binge urges, it's worked well for me in the past and it's less caffeine than coffee but enough to hopefully curb my appetite
November 27, 2025 at 3:33 PM
also gonna try to build the habit of drinking tea when i get binge urges, it's worked well for me in the past and it's less caffeine than coffee but enough to hopefully curb my appetite
meal planning until i get paid
BREAKFAST
- tea
- coffee
- canned fruit
LUNCH
- oatmeal with fruit
- chickpea flour pancakes
DINNER
- rice with tuna & peas
- bean & tomato soup
- fried eggs & lunch meat
- lentils (look up recipes)
SNACK
- otter pops
- popcorn
- chips & salsa
- nicotine (lol)
BREAKFAST
- tea
- coffee
- canned fruit
LUNCH
- oatmeal with fruit
- chickpea flour pancakes
DINNER
- rice with tuna & peas
- bean & tomato soup
- fried eggs & lunch meat
- lentils (look up recipes)
SNACK
- otter pops
- popcorn
- chips & salsa
- nicotine (lol)
November 27, 2025 at 3:30 PM
meal planning until i get paid
BREAKFAST
- tea
- coffee
- canned fruit
LUNCH
- oatmeal with fruit
- chickpea flour pancakes
DINNER
- rice with tuna & peas
- bean & tomato soup
- fried eggs & lunch meat
- lentils (look up recipes)
SNACK
- otter pops
- popcorn
- chips & salsa
- nicotine (lol)
BREAKFAST
- tea
- coffee
- canned fruit
LUNCH
- oatmeal with fruit
- chickpea flour pancakes
DINNER
- rice with tuna & peas
- bean & tomato soup
- fried eggs & lunch meat
- lentils (look up recipes)
SNACK
- otter pops
- popcorn
- chips & salsa
- nicotine (lol)
today i think ill have popcorn and more tea and maybe a protein shake later. cal goal is 800 but im not gonna beat myself up if i need to eat more. maybe i can set up lil rewards for meeting my cal goals too. also think i might do my makeup today. can u tell im coming up on my stims lol
November 27, 2025 at 3:19 PM
today i think ill have popcorn and more tea and maybe a protein shake later. cal goal is 800 but im not gonna beat myself up if i need to eat more. maybe i can set up lil rewards for meeting my cal goals too. also think i might do my makeup today. can u tell im coming up on my stims lol
11/26
INTAKE
- tortilla chips
- zero sugar powerade
- big bowl of rice with pineapple and sugar
- mug of tea
EXERCISE
- walked 2-3 miles
SUMMARY
i felt less lethargic and overstimulated compared to binge days. a bit of nausea and presyncope but nothing too severe
INTAKE
- tortilla chips
- zero sugar powerade
- big bowl of rice with pineapple and sugar
- mug of tea
EXERCISE
- walked 2-3 miles
SUMMARY
i felt less lethargic and overstimulated compared to binge days. a bit of nausea and presyncope but nothing too severe
November 27, 2025 at 3:15 PM
11/26
INTAKE
- tortilla chips
- zero sugar powerade
- big bowl of rice with pineapple and sugar
- mug of tea
EXERCISE
- walked 2-3 miles
SUMMARY
i felt less lethargic and overstimulated compared to binge days. a bit of nausea and presyncope but nothing too severe
INTAKE
- tortilla chips
- zero sugar powerade
- big bowl of rice with pineapple and sugar
- mug of tea
EXERCISE
- walked 2-3 miles
SUMMARY
i felt less lethargic and overstimulated compared to binge days. a bit of nausea and presyncope but nothing too severe
im wasting my athlete genetics on a mid body . i probably gained up to bmi 22 (kill me)
November 27, 2025 at 3:04 PM
im wasting my athlete genetics on a mid body . i probably gained up to bmi 22 (kill me)
i miss the structure and routine of restricting
November 27, 2025 at 2:52 PM
i miss the structure and routine of restricting
maybe i can just try to exercise more and reduce sugar, both are things that would benefit me anyway
November 22, 2025 at 9:07 PM
maybe i can just try to exercise more and reduce sugar, both are things that would benefit me anyway
bf is gonna be gone for a few weeks and im so tempted to relapse and see how much i can lose before he gets back :( but im sure he would notice right away and be triggered by it
November 22, 2025 at 9:06 PM
bf is gonna be gone for a few weeks and im so tempted to relapse and see how much i can lose before he gets back :( but im sure he would notice right away and be triggered by it
anyway missed you all and i hope everyone is surviving as best they can
November 4, 2025 at 6:06 AM
anyway missed you all and i hope everyone is surviving as best they can
hi guys. been a while. how is everyone?
sorry for disappearing with no warning for 5 months. since ive been gone i survived a suicide attempt, almost lost the house multiple times, got back together with my boyfriend, met him in person for the first time, and got my first job interview in 4 yrs
sorry for disappearing with no warning for 5 months. since ive been gone i survived a suicide attempt, almost lost the house multiple times, got back together with my boyfriend, met him in person for the first time, and got my first job interview in 4 yrs
November 4, 2025 at 5:59 AM
hi guys. been a while. how is everyone?
sorry for disappearing with no warning for 5 months. since ive been gone i survived a suicide attempt, almost lost the house multiple times, got back together with my boyfriend, met him in person for the first time, and got my first job interview in 4 yrs
sorry for disappearing with no warning for 5 months. since ive been gone i survived a suicide attempt, almost lost the house multiple times, got back together with my boyfriend, met him in person for the first time, and got my first job interview in 4 yrs
drawing tdick to quell The Voices
May 27, 2025 at 3:13 PM
drawing tdick to quell The Voices
don wana go to my apointment i wana stay home n be schizo in peace
May 27, 2025 at 1:14 PM
don wana go to my apointment i wana stay home n be schizo in peace
what if no one abused me and i was just born a sexual deviant :( what if i falsely accused him
May 27, 2025 at 11:41 AM
what if no one abused me and i was just born a sexual deviant :( what if i falsely accused him
tw bc
arm check
gained a lot. im so flabby now. trying not to let it get me down
arm check
gained a lot. im so flabby now. trying not to let it get me down
May 26, 2025 at 7:11 AM
tw bc
arm check
gained a lot. im so flabby now. trying not to let it get me down
arm check
gained a lot. im so flabby now. trying not to let it get me down
its good that im too socially isolated to access hard drugs bc even dxm has me wishing i could trip 24/7
May 26, 2025 at 5:49 AM
its good that im too socially isolated to access hard drugs bc even dxm has me wishing i could trip 24/7
none of this is self deprecation. im just reminding myself who i am. i mustn't forget im subhuman
May 25, 2025 at 9:54 PM
none of this is self deprecation. im just reminding myself who i am. i mustn't forget im subhuman
need more bruises need more pain maybe someone will love me then
May 25, 2025 at 9:33 PM
need more bruises need more pain maybe someone will love me then
i have only my shame
May 25, 2025 at 1:53 PM
i have only my shame
compulsive sexual behaviors
May 25, 2025 at 1:49 PM
compulsive sexual behaviors
i just want to safely regress just once just once
May 25, 2025 at 10:29 AM
i just want to safely regress just once just once
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hes alive. i think i died a hundred times waiting for his reply. nothing is real. nothing has meaning. i despise every inch of myself
May 24, 2025 at 8:59 AM
hes alive. i think i died a hundred times waiting for his reply. nothing is real. nothing has meaning. i despise every inch of myself
checking the same 2 apps for hours waiting for him to say hes still alive
May 24, 2025 at 8:16 AM
checking the same 2 apps for hours waiting for him to say hes still alive