thats what i was thinking... the only problem is that its a little risky if im worried ab binging

but i lowk need to work on my self control a bit so maybe this is the universes way of testing it i rly deserve to be my ugw 😭😭🙏

im sure she's figured it out since i find it hard to lie to the ppl i care ab but i havent explicitly said anything, yk?

idk i just dont want her to see me do smth disordered and feel triggered by it

i cant even lie im honestly quite happy with my current weight.... but id be way happier at bmi 14 soooo ~15 more kg to gooooo except thats not happening for like another year bc i dont have the energy to deal w my parents monitoring my weight and what i eat

thats somewhat of a hyperbole bc ive mainly just been snacking more and eating less proper meals. so im eating more often but it ends up being close enough by the end of the day that idc.

erm other than that my diet has been wack asf 😭 if im working, i barely eat most days before and during my shift. always eat dinner bc j cant get out of it easily UNLESS im closing (getting off 8-9pm) but on days that im not working im inhaling everything in the house

my weight has been fluctuating but staying in the 50-60kg range. im not too worried since rn im just trying to maintain this weight until i can get my own place bc my mum points how how "skinny" ive gotten ALMOST EVERY FUCKING DAY. just bc i lost 30kg doesnt mean im skinny yet MOTHER.

this is her own fault as well. making comments and suggestions and stuff like girl just say the word and ill go down on u i dont careererrrreeeee

tyyy dolly 🫂💕 same to u ml 🫶

i get u. have period, feel bloated :c

okay thats all byeeeeee >w<

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