i’m done with the mornings done with the breath
done with the distance between now and death
done with the staying done with the fear
done with done

i’m done being here

i’m done with the aching done with the weight
done with the hoping it’s never too late
done with my body done with this mind
done with the searching for what i can’t find

i’m done holding on when there’s nothing to hold
done keeping warm what has already gone cold
done with the trying done with the fight
done forcing the dawn from the throat of the night

i’m done with the gaslighting done with the blame
done with pretending it’s all just the same
done with the friendships that hollow me out
done with the smiling done with the doubt

i’m done being patient done being kind
done with the excuses done being blind
done with the maybes done with the lies
done with the deflecting done with the whys

i’m done with my makeup done with my hair
done with the meeting done with the stairs
done binging the series done with the game
done with my homework done with the rain