i agree

mornin!

this is dope

i bet u could but felt

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do u actually? what do you play?

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no fr there's a good middle zone sometimes for me with trauma stuff esp. like every time i smoke and am used to being high for a second like i can feel the threat center of my brain quiet down a little or whatever i swear but also yeah like ideally i wouldn't be smoking all day every day

lmfao no i feel u part of the reason i smoke lol like it's lame sure barely a buzz in some ways but like it really is a nice compromise between your brain leaking out your ears and feeling everything loud as fuck

lmfao u know I'm considering that exact shit rn

no ur right i think that's some of it but I'm sober for stretches and I don't like them rn just some shit going on with the holidays and I'm letting myself be a little bit of a mess over it just trying to be reasonable and safe etc

well what fucks me up is the problem it's causing me is my roommate right like it makes my housing feel unstable to smoke because shes an asshole square but like i don't like being sober so like it's just rock and a hard place between her being like a dumbass and me being sad

fr dude it's like im not fucking myself up financially because i have the plug for a second or whatever and like i get that I'm like less present but like i can still live a life smoking weed and I'm not planning to be like this forever like crazy that i even have to think stuff like this you know?

nah dude I'm not even into anything too bad it's crazy they're like doing this over weed like I'm literally doing better than them career wise and shit not that im doing great but lol

i could sense that i think i fw ur vibe