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elipheleh.bsky.social
eli
@elipheleh.bsky.social
eli. they/them. adult. disabled.

dont ascribe malice to what is likely misinterpretation. kindness is my default.

i regularly delay posting things for privacy.
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introduce yourself thing
- here i go by eli/elipheleh & use they/them
- severely chronically ill (limited energy, severe pain, cognitive issues*)
- doctor who & big finish are my main sources of entertainment
- torchwood & rwrb sp-ins
- i sometimes blog^
- my following list is very selective
i would like music that sounds like sufjan stevens, especially goodbye evergreen and visions of gideon

please tell me some.
December 1, 2025 at 11:32 PM
its weird leaving the house when you don’t regularly do so (im predominantly bedbound, will be dealing with repercussions but i need to do this for my mental sanity so i accept repercussions). like… a) theres so many people but b) its so interesting to see just how much Stuff there is everywhere.
December 1, 2025 at 11:23 PM
i still frequent tumblr (since 2009 baby, im not leaving) and ive been queueueueing posts up because why not they made it easy again, but i forgot that i’d done some that were saying theyd post about the 5th of december which were christmassy & updated how often posts send. so. it posted today. ok
November 30, 2025 at 5:16 PM
also part of it is because one is culturally distinct from your american pov and youre not seeing the subtleties in the way they express themselves more reservedly
like. you’re hating on a character because hes got a complicated thing going on THAT THEYRE SHOWING EXPLICITLY and isn’t delightfully soft with his ‘partner’??? your life must be so boring
November 29, 2025 at 11:34 PM
not sure how to word this but people wanting characters to be morally pure and not rooting for the characters who dont come across as perfect angels annoys me so much
November 29, 2025 at 9:58 PM
i have redacted the following for my sanity but i liked the reference too much not to share

“there is a thrice locked box deep in the darkest realms of my brain behind a door with a sign reading beware of the leopard that contains the thought: [REDACTED GENDER FEELS]”
November 29, 2025 at 2:03 AM
someone with an of liked this & i clicked onto their profile to see if they were a bot. luckily my settings are to hide explicit images because i fear it wouldve been rather startling otherwise
i watched the gay ice hockey show

well the first two episodes, the rest isnt out. i enjoyed it.

there is quite a lot of… what do the book people call it? “spice”? anyway. a lot of that. it works for the show & their relationship though so its nice to not see it shied away from.
November 28, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Reposted by eli
Honestly "Don't Engage, Just Block" has transformed my social media experience so profoundly that it's hard for me to describe. It's just so much better to be online now.
i also liked the fact that most of us who had come from the other site had the mentality of not giving "bad actors" the benefit of the doubt on here , and told all to block, not mute, an move on
November 28, 2025 at 2:04 PM
i watched the gay ice hockey show

well the first two episodes, the rest isnt out. i enjoyed it.

there is quite a lot of… what do the book people call it? “spice”? anyway. a lot of that. it works for the show & their relationship though so its nice to not see it shied away from.
November 28, 2025 at 1:45 PM
man i just love seeing explicit eugenics on reddit on a friday morning. really makes me have so much joy about the people in the world.

(SARCASM)
November 28, 2025 at 11:45 AM
why can i not be sleepy cosy comfy at bedtime?
why must it happen 4 hours prior??
November 25, 2025 at 11:58 PM
the issue i have is that if a day has involved a lot of noise and or stimulation (/demands on me) then i need three hours of silence at night to decompress

but there are not a spare three hours in my day for me to continue to sleep (i already wake up at 12…) so i just. suffer
saved it. i am out of the danger zone. my sleep schedule will remain dubious & not awful
November 24, 2025 at 11:38 PM
having a nap now would be the death knell of my sleep schedule. but i am so sleepy. so so sleepy cosy warm.
November 24, 2025 at 8:38 PM
is it weird to have a favourite plane hijacker? cos mine is d b cooper
November 23, 2025 at 11:12 PM
well meaning ableism: referring to disabled friend as “little sister” when a non-disabled person would never get that title.
November 23, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Reposted by eli
Next time on Samuel Barnett's Unknown - The House That Spite Built, and the 18th Century's most elaborate hoax.... Launches tomorrow.

Trigger Warning: Contains Alexander Pope
November 23, 2025 at 1:00 PM
these photos are mad. wow.
The NTSB has released its preliminary report on the crash of UPS flight 2976, finding fatigue cracks in multiple places on the engine pylon that separated from the MD-11’s left wing during takeoff. Read the full report: www.flightradar24.com/blog/flight-...
November 20, 2025 at 10:27 PM
mildly annoyed because i started a friends christmas present early but i still ran out of time bc of the brain limit. maybe by next year i guess
November 20, 2025 at 12:18 AM
i have a page of drafts that i occasionally remember to post, often cos they could deanon me if the wrong person read it, but it also means i have to check if ive already posted it and forgotten to cross it out lol
November 19, 2025 at 11:32 PM
underrated word of the day: queasy
November 19, 2025 at 11:30 PM
dont you just Love writing out exactly how your disability disables you

aka everything i try my hardest not to think about on a day to day basis
November 19, 2025 at 1:51 PM
im blocking out all my medical references on the previouses because im not interested in a battle with someone

i think its real i just think most of the people with it on their records deserve better medical care and shouldnt be being told to just think positively and ignore their symptoms.
November 18, 2025 at 9:32 PM
[disclaimer: i think there are some situations where f.n.d. is a genuine diagnosis but i think that is about 1-5% of all current diagnoses]

my legs are tremoring again because i had them in an awkward position and used up my energy & it always frustrates me when it happens bc it would get me a dx
November 18, 2025 at 9:31 PM
currently listening:
Episode Two
open.spotify.com
November 17, 2025 at 6:44 PM
Reposted by eli
It is a bad day.
November 15, 2025 at 10:33 PM