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Elendraug
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"Caliborn is right 🐀"
contributor to https://fujocoded.bsky.social
EN/日本語🆗(独学)
https://twpf.jp/elendraug
#ゼノサーガ が大好き、赤黒赤(ガイジュニ、ニグルベ)
トライガンスタンピード、LW・WL・ #リヴィ葬 ・ #livwood
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the four robotiddy boob windows of #Xenosaga
Official character renders of KOS-MOS, Ziggy (who is a cyborg, not an android), Doctus, and T-elos, lined up next to each other with an emphasis on their robo-cleavage.
November 11, 2025 at 6:50 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
Jr. Xenosaga carries a large stack of books he intends to purchase. chaos is also hanging out.
November 3, 2025 at 2:41 PM
elendraug.bsky.social
Dmitri Yuriev; even among many of his fellow arrogant, callously cruel antagonists it's hard for me to think of anyone as extensively nasty as him
November 3, 2025 at 6:50 AM
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1.1k + 111 @linnaealyn.bsky.social
linnaealyn has 1.1k followers and is following 111. neat.
November 1, 2025 at 5:14 AM
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Without saying your age, who was your first animated crush?
brave little toaster still of lampy intentionally allowing himself to be struck by lightning to recharge the battery they're using to travel
October 30, 2025 at 12:40 AM
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again you are not allowed to show up in my replies without reading about sex and disability and thinking about it for a while and thinking about the vile implications of the things that get casually said

www.scarleteen.com/read/sex-sex...
Inspiration or infantilisation? When someone’s disability is made visible – whether by necessity or their own volition – many people’s responses involve inspiration or infantilisation. Inspiration compliments the very ordinary capabilities we share with nondisabled people, such as holding down a 9-5 job or exercising. It’s a backhanded compliment about how well we’re doing despite our unfortunate selves and circumstances, or astonishment that we can perform ordinary tasks. Infantilization positions us as weaker and unable to care for ourselves. Desexualisation is part of infantilisation. It presumes that we’re vulnerable and should be protected from sexuality. It shows up in large and small ways. Friends may avoid discussing sexual topics around a disabled peer. People may find it cringey when a disabled person expresses sexual interest that would be ordinary in someone else. Legal conservatorship a la Britney Spearsexternal link, opens in a new tab often extends to prohibitions on a person’s sexual and reproductive rights⁠.
October 29, 2025 at 7:50 PM
elendraug.bsky.social
2/28/2022
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Jr. is an adult who deserves to enjoy feeling good about himself and his body, so here's a body-, queer-, & sex-positive fic about him getting himself off with a sci-fi VR headset (and Gaignun cuddles him afterward!)
❤️🖤
jr. solo, NSFW
anything I want
archiveofourown.org/works/36967072
AO3 screenshot of an excerpt from anything I want, by Elendraug. The site skin is Reversi, a dark mode viewing option in storm grey. The summary contains song lyrics by Ava Max: I ain’t sorry that I speak my mind and I ain’t sorry if I’m not your type I ain’t here to feed your appetite so don’t get used to hearing what you like Fic excerpt: Jr. raises his arms above his head, stretching with a sort of self-indulgence that he can't help but liken to a cat. The asymmetry of his earring is his visual assurance he’s been free for fifteen years, that time has elapsed no matter what nasty rumors or recurring nightmares might temporarily trip him up in a spiral of disoriented doubt. The light grey tank top is its own reminder that he has friends, some with benefits, and the wider-than-strictly-necessary cut of the upsized garment shows off his collarbone and shoulders in a way that he likes. His elbow brushes the branches of the plant as he brings his arms down, lightly rattling the leaves where it’s grown taller than he has. He winces, apologetic. “Sorry.”
October 29, 2025 at 6:51 PM
elendraug.bsky.social
⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPIII and also LOTR??

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 25 | 25日
Dusk | 黄昏
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

“Poetry is truer than history.”

NSFW, more dream logic & very soft

two to whisper
archiveofourown.org/works/39971319

#jrgaignun #赤黒・黒赤 #ガイジュニ
AO3 screenshot of an excerpt from two to whisper, by Elendraug. The site skin is Reversi, a dark mode viewing option in storm grey. Several words and phrases are hyperlinks. With his hands holding his face, Jr. closes his eyes, too, and leans in to kiss Gaignun’s forehead, as his bangs fall over his features, gilded with the rays of some otherworldly sunset, forever his true north. He takes Gaignun’s hands in his own, and feels Gaignun still smiling across their link with their extra senses a moment before he sees his expression again. “All I want is for us to be together.” Jr. squeezes his hands and kisses the bridge of Gaignun’s nose before sitting up. “No matter what it takes.” “I need you in my life.” Gaignun looks up at him, his irises graced by their intrinsic green glow. “And always.” Linked: kiss Gaignun's forehead; gilded; true north; always
October 26, 2025 at 5:36 AM
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happy birthday @sennari.bsky.social !!!! 🥳🎉
chaos and jr. xenosaga from the manga, smiling and wearing party hats
October 25, 2025 at 12:09 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPIII

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 23 | 23日
Anguish | 苦悩
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

this one's bleak, you have been warned

sleep alone
archiveofourown.org/works/40106214

#jrgaignun #赤黒・黒赤 #ガイジュニ
AO3 screenshot of an excerpt from sleep alone, by Elendraug. The site skin is Reversi, a dark mode viewing option in storm grey. Behind it, everything is black like a void, like space. In large, crossed-out header text: A.D. 2007—2022 Below it, the musical notation for a caesura, two slash marks which denote "a brief, silent pause, during which metrical time is not counted." (per Wikipedia) Below that, the musical notation for a ghost note, a tiny x. From Wikipedia, it is "a musical note with a rhythmic value, but no discernible pitch when played." At last, again in large header text: T.C. 4740—4768
October 24, 2025 at 12:59 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
"When the IMPERIAL DRONE comes knocking, you had better be able to supply genetic material to each of his FILIAL PAILS."
homestuck.com/004296
October 23, 2025 at 1:23 PM
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⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPIII

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 21 | 21日
Eternity | 永遠
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

NSFW & dream logic as fuck

until the morning
archiveofourown.org/works/37039690

#jrgaignun #赤黒・黒赤 #ガイジュニ
AO3 screenshot of an excerpt from until the morning, by Elendraug. The site skin is Reversi, a dark mode viewing option in storm grey. Behind it, everything is black like a void, like space. Summary: until the sunlight burns you happy bring it on in a different tide I feel all right, all right Reddish text on a greyish background, ringed with a green glow: Over and over. Green text on a black background, ringed with a green glow: Over and over. Magenta text on a background of U-DO's waves, ringed with a magenta glow: Over and over.
October 22, 2025 at 5:53 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
stop scrolling and post two characters who bring you happiness

(they were who came to mind immediately when I was talking to @linnaealyn.bsky.social about this)
the scene in avatar the last airbender where iroh forgives zuko and gives him a big hug and I cried my eyes out for the rest of the day
October 22, 2025 at 5:00 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPIII

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 20 | 20日
Death knell | 弔鐘
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

dead letters
archiveofourown.org/works/33466321
💔🖤
#jrgaignun #赤黒・黒赤 #ガイジュニ
AO3 screenshot of an excerpt from dead letters, by Elendraug. The site skin is Reversi, a dark mode viewing option in storm grey. I want to say it so you'll hear me but all I have left is to leave a record that I loved you, once upon a time, for someone else to read when I'm not here to say it either
October 21, 2025 at 4:42 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
when you were trying to do one thing but then remembered some other thing on your to-do list that you have to do first
Xenosaga Episode I screenshot from Helsionium's youtube footage. Ziggy says, "Right, this takes priority."
October 21, 2025 at 3:09 AM
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⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPIII

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 19 | 19日
Bluffs | 崖
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

『I’m asking you to take a leap of faith.』

minor chords/major keys
archiveofourown.org/works/361827...
❤️🖤
#jrgaignun #赤黒・黒赤 #ガイジュニ
AO3 screenshot of an excerpt from minor chords/major keys, by Elendraug. The site skin is Reversi, a dark mode viewing option in storm grey. The dialogue alluding to Inception are green text on a black background, ringed with a green glow. Gaignun leads him backwards into Helmer’s office on Second Miltia, past the blue-green glow of the globe in the center of it all, the blue of his uniform contrasted by the warm hues of the floor rugs, his small frame a silhouetted cat’s eye slit against the wide windowpane, as it abruptly shifts from the bright Second Miltian skyline to the inflamed smokescreen of Miltia during the Conflict, from the viewpoint of Labyrinthos, where one of two fathers of custom-cultivated freaks held his child deep within a facility, lost and locked where no one else could find them. Gaignun smiles at him, holds his gaze and holds out his hand, speaking his mind within his mind. I’m asking you to take a leap of faith. Jr. takes a step closer to him, fearless in his approach as Gaignun kicks his feet idly off the edge of Helmer’s desk, where he’s seated between dual screens. So you won’t become an old man, filled with regret, waiting to die alone. Jr. takes his hand, gentle in his approach as Gaignun guides him to the edge of perception, swiveled around the furniture like a pencil in a compass, the needle in his earlobe pointed at his partner as he faces forward, as his brother beams at him, unblinking, walking on steady feet until he’s backed against a window bereft of glass, each consecutive step as inevitable as a train moving forward on its tracks with the embedded effort of its momentum.
October 20, 2025 at 12:49 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
I had a vision
Senn's trainer and Croconaw sitting at a café table together... and now also they are on the Foundation next to some other cute café tables, while Jr. stands in the background
October 19, 2025 at 6:40 PM
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⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPIII

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 18 | 18日
Solemn | 厳か
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

Cherenkov stays solemn until he catches himself chuckling. “I’m halfway expecting this train of thought to be somehow related to cats.”

the man makes the clothes
archiveofourown.org/works/35797552
“Well.” Gaignun sits up, cracks his knuckles, and pulls out a pack of playing cards from his bag before setting it on the floor to make room on the seat. “Since there’s not time enough to visit a real artificial body of water, would you all care to join me for a few rounds of Go Fish while we wait?” “Deal me in for sure.” Nikita pulls out the chair catty-corner to Gaignun and sits down. “Andrew? Dominic? What say you?” “I don’t think I’ve played this before, if you’ll teach me.” Cherenkov sits next to Gaignun, and watches as Dominic bounds down the short staircase and takes the fourth seat, next to Nikita. “We’re all about teaching everyone here to fish,” Gaignun says, pleased with his own joke. “Often literally. But we’re also all about providing the proverbial fish or fish-substitute whenever someone can’t or would prefer not to.” Cherenkov stays solemn until he catches himself chuckling. “I’m halfway expecting this train of thought to be somehow related to cats.” “I can always find a way to bring the topic back to cats, if given the opportunity.”
October 19, 2025 at 4:53 AM
elendraug.bsky.social
literally posting this to share in a stream, here's the moby dick's café logo
EPII parody of the starbucks logo but there's a whale instead of a mermaid
October 18, 2025 at 6:05 AM
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⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPII

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 17 | 17日
Delicate | 微妙
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

resolution
archiveofourown.org/works/36540847

"light and fleeting, a low-gravity landing for only an instant, the featherweight of six insect feet balancing on petals"

#jrgaignun #赤黒・黒赤 #ガイジュニ
Xenosaga Episode II screenshot of Jr. standing in a forested area in the summer version of Sakura's subconscious domain. There's a shed in front of him. The area looks peaceful.
October 18, 2025 at 4:59 AM
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when people ask me if I'm going to ship Jr. with Albedo instead of Gaignun
TEUIDA screenshot of a Japanese lesson about shopping and asking for items with different colors. 白はありますか Do you have white? 黒はあります We have black.
October 17, 2025 at 6:51 PM
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⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️ for XS EPIII

#Xenotober2025 | #ゼノトーバー2025
Day 16 | 16日
Myth | 神話
#Xenosaga | #ゼノサーガ

of infinite space
archiveofourown.org/works/39413460

“The universe may change but not me, I thought with a certain sad vanity.”
—The Aleph, Jorge Luis Borges

#jrgaignun #赤黒・黒赤 #ガイジュニ
AO3 screenshot of an excerpt from "of infinite space" by Elendraug. Reddish text on a greyish background, ringed with a green glow. “It took us twenty years.” Gaignun closes his eyes and kisses the impression of his fingerprints and exhales over his skin before blinking back to the unreal reality of sunken soil and neutron stars, of the one and only willing to forever wait. “To die. To sleep.” “To weave and unweave.” Jr. holds his hands at the gates of hell, passing the bullet-trained shuttle through everything looming over their heads, reworking and pulling at plot threads as long as it takes, the patterns acquiring slight variance each time until there are radical departures in continuity, coursing their navigation to where they need to be, one ray-traced path at a time, still unmade as soon as another someone glances away and the events are no longer actively observed, as a recreated record of love in an instance of their own Ithaca. “To write and rewrite.”
October 17, 2025 at 5:04 AM
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this is my headcanon
私の妄想だ
Blue X: Jr. feeling self-conscious about being short Red O: Gaignun feeling self-conscious about being taller than Jr. 青いバツ印：Jr.は背が低いことを恥ずかしく思っている 赤い丸：ガイナンはJr.より背が高いことを恥ずかしく思っている
October 17, 2025 at 4:17 AM
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new meme format dropped
新しいミームテンプレートだ

#Xenosaga #ゼノサーガ
Meme format like Drakeposting or Kombucha Girl but with the Xenosaga EPI interface for the X and O PS2 buttons. PlayStationコントローラーのボタン、青いバツ印と赤い丸
October 17, 2025 at 4:08 AM
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this phone card cracks me up because Jr. is shorter than MOMO but whoever designed it just assumed that because he's a guy he's taller, but nope

mandatory reminder that Jr. is both the oldest and the highest-ranking person in this group

#xenosaga #ゼノサーガ
Xenosaga Episode I phone card featuring Shion, Jr., and MOMO. Jr. is incorrectly scaled/placed to appear taller than MOMO. Quickly photomanipulated version that places Jr. at his actual height. Shion, 163cm, age 22 Jr., 140cm, age 26 MOMO, 141cm, age 14
October 17, 2025 at 12:11 AM